Ok. Well ya know how you have one of those days when you are just okay and used to everyone being busy and slightly forget what somethings feel like?

Well. That's me actually. Been 2 or 3 weeks since my girl texted me and suddenly I'm fine with it. I know she is busy and that if she is I shouldn't bother her. And yeah yeah. I know its not a healthy relationship. Blah blah blah. Look. Just because she is busy and I'm not the least bit worried, doesn't mean I don't care if she's gone sometimes. Its just that at this point I've gotten used to her being gone alot. I mean there are friends I can talk to keep me from worrying about her. Which I'm fine regardless.

Ok. Next thing is... oh yeah!

I'm not gonna post anything and might not be making books anymore or anything much on here anymore either.

Reason is because there isn't much going on and I'm just chilling here and also some people are gone and busy. So where's the point in doing things either. I may sound depressed or mad as I am typing this, but to be honest I just don't care anymore. I've made up my mind.

Won't mean I am not going to comment or be in someone's book or whatever, but yeah. I'm just lazy and on fucking hiatus as some people call it. So yeah. Curse me out. Tell me to suffer or whatever the fuck you can think of. It won't hurt me and I'll probably just ignore you anyways.

So yeah. See ya guys later.

*shrugs and walks away not caring*