Another story of love! But.. not a happy ending.

So. I had told my crush about how I liked him. He looked pretty shocked as well. So after a day of people making fun of my choice in men and awkwardness, it was the next day.

We didn't talk or laugh like how we used to. We were more....different. we didn't even speak in 2nd period like we used to. I started to regret what i had told him. While others were saying he'd ask me out.

So being the nervous recks we were, we decided it was best not to talk to each other. 

That was, until he wrote me a letter.

Jasmine, my friend kept saying that he'd ask me out so I read it.

It read:

You're my only girl friend.
And I only think of you as a friend.

To be honest, I could have felt worse. Part of me wanted to push him on the ground and yell my heart out,

While the other understood.

I understood that he just wanted to be friends because... no ones EVER liked me. And i guess I'm just known the feeling of never being satisfied, became numb to me.

So I still feel a little good because I know he HAD liked me before while the other part of me will throw up if I hear another love song.

So I guess I am like Angelica, i never will be satisfied.. :')