I'm sorry I'm a sucker for love.
But this time, it's better. ;)

STORY TIME!~~~

So, this has basically been spread around the school that i liked this guy, let's call him Shawn, all week. At first it was denial but it was mostly a way of getting over my other crush.(P.S, we are friends again.)

But i found out that I fell for him, HELLA hard and I told all my friends this. Then.. Shawn's Ex Girlfriend, Jamia, heard about this and was shocked but happy.
(She didn't like Shawn anyways..)

So Today, on the bus Jamia dared me to sit next to Shawn and since I showed them I'm not a chicken I said, "k."

And i was on on the bus and Shawn just stared at me and I just smiled and fell right next to him. He said to me, " Jay! I just cleaned this seat!" And then i acted all defensive and retroted, "ah! So you think I'm dirty?~~" And then he was all like, "N-No! I meant..." And that was basically it.

And in the corner of my eye i saw Shawn' s friend just give him the Le Lenny face and at the same time Jamia kept poking fun at me and Shawn.

And when we were at his stop, Jamila said, "so are you two dating? I mean, she said yes and you said yes.." I put my head down so I wouldn't have to hear that rejection.

"I mean, yeah, I guess....." And then he left.

I listen to helpless all the way back home.♡♡♡

HE'S LITERALLY A GIANT, FLUFFY, CUTE ATHLETIC, BLACK  TEDDY BEAR!!! I WANTED TO KISS HIM SO BADDDDDD

(♡♡♡Sorry if I made all you feel like losers because you don't have a girlfriend or boyfriend. I don't think you guys are.♡♡♡)