When I feel happy or depressed I write small symbolic stories about my feelings. Right now, I'm not feeling happy at all... so I wrote this to express how I'm feeling...

Me and you met
We were blind to each other,
But we didn't care.

Separated forever by a single screen
But yet there was still something there
A flower waiting to bloom

And when that flower bloomed
We were never happier than that
But why exactly, did that flower die so soon

Everyday I ask myself that
And I wonder why it had to go
But of course, it was just a weed...

So I tore myself away from the screen
I looked at reality and saw something hideous
Yet it was beautiful in its own way

I had you and you there
And now though, you two have left...
Leaving me alone in the abyss of this world

You came to me and said you cared
Then I said something I'll regret later
And you didn't care...

Why do you lie to me
Why do you think it's ok to leave me alone
Why was it ever ok to make me feel, ok...

It's not ok
Nothing is ok
Everything is wrong...

Thanks for reading... I wrote this after reflecting on my life today...