I got tagged by SweetHeart-Rose

So here we go but here are the rules (I'm definitely going to break) first:

1. You can't tag the person that tagged you...(well that cat's out of the bag)

2. I can't refuse (well I'm doing it right now so I'm not really refusing)

3. I have one week to do this. (It's been only 3 days. I'm good)

4. I have to post it on a book (where else would I put it? -.- )

5. I must list 13 things about myself (13? Why that number? Why not 15 or 20?)

6. I must have a creative title (Not that creative I know. I'm only creative with drawings, not books. It's why I haven't posted any new chapters yet)

7. Tag 13 people (alright I get as many... just this once)

8. Don't change the rules (*giggles maniacally* ahahaha!! Ahahaha! Eheheheh oh I won't. I just won't follow them. >:3 bite me)

Alright here are the 13 things about myself, ladies and gentlemen:

1. I am incredibly shy to the point where I get incredibly lonely or scared when group projects or partner practices are happening. (Mostly in my ASL class) I tremble in fear and always ask my teacher to be assigned a partner. I hate partner assignments and prefer working alone...when there's a group assignment I cry on the inside dreading that assignment...and presenting them in front of the class...I think I have severe anxiety...

2. I love eating seafood. It's so yummy and delicious. Especially with butter. Mmmm butter.

3. My parents told me when I was younger I used to be confident and sassy and knew what I wanted...I don't remember being like that...I wish I was confident like my younger years...

4. I'm not as confident when I comment on stuff as I am in real life... I'd zip my lips and shut up because I'm too afraid people will judge me for what I say...

5. I trust my online friends more than my family and in person friends...yes you heard that right...the reason I became a shy girl was because of my parents...when I was young til elementary school they'd always pressure me to get all A's and B's and when I didn't, there were severe consequences...I was so scared of disappointing my parents...I'd cry alot on most occasions when I thought that they'd think that my work was good enough...but they're taking it more easy on me and are more caring to me...but the damage has already been done...I'm now a shy girl filled with anxiety of disappointing my parents and I only have my online friends to turn to for comfort or advice since no one else will...

6. I almost ran away from home...i thought I wasn't worthy of my parents love or being in their home and I almost ran away but I just couldn't and stayed...the rest of the reasons are above...

7. I almost committed suicide....I thought I was worthless and unworthy of this world and felt worthless...I thought I couldn't make anyone happy no matter how hard I tried...I never cut myself but I had suicidal thoughts...it creeps back in ever now and again but I'm recovering now with the help of my friends, boyfriend and now my supportive family that I know loves me and just wants me to succeed... it's just they punished me the wrong way when I made one little mistake back then...

8. (I'm sorry for those depressing facts. Let's get into some happy stuff shall we?) I have two cute adorable pit bulls ^-^ I love doggies so much and I love them too. I'd show pictures but I don't have much time to get on my Facebook.

9. If you didn't know, I have a boyfriend. Who would've thought a guy would like me? ^-^ I'm so grateful for him and I tell him almost everyday.

10. I used to play tennis my Freshman year but I hated it so much. Being in Texas, it was so hot outside and I had to forfeit some of my matches. It was fun while it lasted and I made a great group of friends surprisingly filled with alot of guys and one girl which I liked (because all of the guys liked video games and some even liked the anime I like which was awesome.) We're not as close as before. I see them around the hallway every now and again but I miss playing video games with them in our coaches computer classroom.

11. I want to learn how to cook for myself when I'm older. I've seen so many delicious foods in the world I want to make myself. My dad wants to teach me how to grill steaks and chicken but I wanna learn on my own time and by myself without him bothering me. Just write a list of instructions and I'll follow it. I just like doing things myself alright.

12. I want to go fishing when I'm older. I won't eat the fish, I'll just give the fish some food, catch them and release the back into the water. Just even being at a lake or pond is beautiful, seeing beautiful fish is something I want to do too. (Yeah...I'm a total tomboy... although I don't like sports.. they're so boring. I'd rather play videogames.)

13. I hate make-up and jewelry. Absolutely hate it. Make up is such a struggle to put on and when I put on lip balm or lipstick I just have the urge to lick or wipe it off with a napkin. And jewelry...oh I hate jewelry...such an unnecessary accessory. Plus I'm scared of losing them. My grandma gave me a bunch of boxes of jewelry when I moved away from Illinois. On my wedding day I wanna wear them for her. The next time I see her I'll try to wear my earrings for her...I know I owe it to her...she gave me this...I'm not gonna sell it or just leave it collecting dust...it was from my grandma...I can't do that to her... she's the sweetest grandma ever. And she's makes a good lumpia and pancit noodles too. Mmmmm (lumpia is a Filipino egg roll. It's really good. I love it when my mom makes it. :3 mmmmm)

Sorry this was a little long. I just like adding details. Anyways here are some people but not 13 that can do this challenge if they want. They don't have seven days...

Wait what? Who are you?! Get away from me!! No! No! n-

"You have seven days..."

becca4leafclover
kirby_yangire
MegaMewTheMagical
Real_Lukas_MCSM
NeverEndingFanfics
JHolleworth
DaisyTheStar
MaeTheDemons
Petrafied101
Jetra_Army
YPWingsen
DaphneBoyden