Hai it's 23:00 here.

Meaning I'm still in 2018.

How's the future? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Joke's aside, I'm actually pretty okay with this year. Sure some things went pretty badly, but otherwise it was really fun!

I mean, I've met way too many amazing people, I learned a lot of new things, and a lot of other good stuff! ^^

Anyway, I hope 2019 will just give me a break with all this emotional stress it's piling up on me for the past few years. But I hope it's an amazing year too! And I can't wait to make more lifelong memories with it!

I'm not really gonna go through what my year looked like, even though everyone else is doing that. There are just a lot of things that happened this year that to be frank, I don't really like looking back on. I wasn't in a good place of mind, self at that time, and it brings a lot of painful memories for me. I try to forget about it, and move on so that I can actually be a good person again.

Oh crap, did I just say that out loud?

I did?

Fuck.

Anyway, I think I'll at least say my New Years Resolution, and that's just to not let that voice in my head control me again. Because seriously, that was probably one of the darkest places I've ever been in.

Happy New Years y'all, and I'll see y'all in 2019!!!

Y'all knew I was gonna say that.