Am I the only one who cried during episode 9 of Black Butler II?

Like just seeing Ciel pushing away our beloved demon butler just shoots me in the heart like "cry cry you are not emotionless anymore"

I saw Ciel accept Claude as his new butler and I just screamed like "NO NO NO SEBASTIAN AND ONLY SEBASTIAN" and I just cried and cried

But that wasn't even the start of it
Episode 9 was just tiny tears, but the last few episodes I was legit sobbing

ESPECIALLY WHEN THE THEME SONG PLAYED AND SHOWED SEBASTIAN AS CIELS BUTLER AND IM LIKE "NO DONT REMIND ME!!!!!!"

and then Black Butler II ended in ALL the wrong ways

But I'll probably make a separate chapter for that rant

Even though nobody reads this and I can understand that XD

anyway sorry for this stupidity i'll leave now