Hello everyone Fern here! If your wondering why I might be up still it is well because uh I can't sleep. I usually have trouble falling asleep so I just stay up until I get bored or just tired. Anyway, exams are done and I've passed another quarter with good grades. My parents are happy with my grades and how hard I'm working to get them. Well, it's also that lovely month of February which I hate so much!! I'm not the only one that hates it either. But, I hate it because well... it brings back to many bad memories about the times boys would flirt with me as a joke to get out a laugh from their friends. There was one kid who came up to me at lunch and asked me to go out with him and I was just standing there in utter shock because I didn't know what to do when that happened because it never happened to me before. Soon enough, the guy who asked me out started to laugh and say that it was a dare from one of his friends. All I could see is a group of people start laughing at me. I just started to feel tears in my eyes so, I ran inside ( this was in the court yard at my school) and ran into the bathroom locking the door in the stall balling my eyes out. I've never felt so much heartbreak, pain, and sadness in all of my life. So, I'm always careful on who I might like because I never know if a guy is gonna pull that trick on me again. But yea, that's one reason why I don't like this month and the holiday that goes with it. I don't have time to tell you all of the reasons so I just told you one. Anyway, I will se ruin guys next time. Have a great day or night or what ever time zone your in. BYE!!!