Hello everyone, it's me again.

And this time, is for serious.

Next week, which is gonna be Monday, 9th of January 2017. I'm gonna be back to school and be ready for upcoming exams.

Since i am a 9th grade, i will have a lot of exams coming on April or May, or April to May.

From next week, i cannot use my phone again. Until, i finish my studies and exams.

So yeah, i can't talk with all of you for 5 months.. Which is terrible for me. Because in my opinion social medias friends are much better than irl. Well, irl friends sometimes are alright.

So, don't worry, when i get back, and got my phone again, I'll try to be here and talk with all of you again. If you all want to talk to me that is.

So sorry that I can't really communicate with you all. I always try my best to talk with all of you, but sometimes i can't. Because i have to do some things irl as well.

And also, if i ever make you all sad, angry, or disappointed, I'm very terribly sorry.

This is because after my parents split apart, i loose my 3 irl bff. I knew them when i was at kindergarten. They we're amazing and awesome friends of mine. I know that all of you wouldn't believe me, but it's alright.

After that, i really don't have a lot of good friends. When i move to where i live now, i really don't find a lot. One time when i was at 5th grade, a bully put a nail(a nail that looks like an umbrella), on my chair. He told me to sit down, at first i look suspicious, but you know that im very stupid, and not smart so i sat down and well... ouch. I take it out and well, it wasn't great. And my bum was bleeding. As soon as i got home, i cleaned it up.

Not only that, some other times i had a stab mark on my arm by a pen. It did penetrate through my skin and bleed. And then more.

But, I don't care. While i was on Elementary those all are. I really didn't fight against them, because I don't want trouble and i really don't want my parents to know that I'm being bullied.

But now, senior high school. If i do get bullied, i dont fight back still, but i stay strong. If they told me what to do, like buying them cigars and such, I don't wanna be a part of it. I dont care if they threat me, they are not my boss.

So all of you who got bullied, don't feel down. Stay strong, and keep it together. Or maybe just tell your parents. Don't be afraid like they said "Oh, you tell your parents, what a looser" and such, don't listen. They are not worth it. They are gonna be your enemy ahead.

But, some bullies will say sorry and regretted their things that they have done to you. And if they are really saying the truth, forgive them. You probably won't agree, but they are human too.

And also, i just wanted to say somethings that you won't probably believe when i first said it.

I'm really wanted to be friends with you. With all of you.
Irl, i always on my own, at my home. Even though my family here, but i still feel alone. I never hangout with my friends, because they don't want to hanging out with a person like me. They are looking for cool kids. Like, with the looks and styles. So, not me.

I sometimes have nightmares about losing everyone, everyone i know and be friends with. Like all of you. I don't want to loose you all.

And if you thinking i am lying, i am not. I am saying the truth. I wanted to be friends with all of you and trying to be there for you if you all ever need me. One day, I almost pissed off one of my oldest and greatest friend and i almost cried out, but i tried to hold it because I don't want anyone to hear it. It almost giving me a hard time to look forward, but my friend that pissed off is back being friends with me. And it was the anger controlled my friend. So everything is alright

I know that sometimes i can be an idiot and stupid, but please, don't judge. I can be like that every time and anytime.

And that is all for this update. Once again, i am terribly sorry if i have done something that might hurt your hearts. I am very sorry. And if you hate me or something like that, maybe just mute or block me. So that i cannot annoy you.

And also, please take care everyone. I will missed you all, all of you, even the one that hates me. So please, take care everyone and i hope that we can talk again more soon when i get back.

And do not worry about me while I'm gone, I'll be alright. I can take a good care of myself. For now, you guys and girls take care. I hope we can talk more soon, but for now.... I'll take my leave, bye. I hope that we can talk more in the future, if you all still wanted to be friends with me, thats all. So, see you all soon, bye!

P.S: Don't think that i will not come back, i will. I am not leaving, for all of you who thinking i will. So, do not worry. When I'm done with exams, and if i do get GOOD results, i can talk with you all again. But, if i don't get good, well... No more ;~;

To all my good friends:

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P.S:
If i forget someone, please Tag them in the comments. And don't worry everyone, i will return. For now, take care of yourself. Have a good day everyone and I'll see you all soon, bye. And i hope we can talk again. ^-^