I really don't know why I'm telling you all this..

But, it feels like i want to quit and never use my accounts again. Like social and wattpad.

I feel like, I'm the guy that always annoys people on Dms.

Why? Some of my old friends that i know soo close, suddenly left me in the darkness.

It felt like bringing your pet with you to a party or such, but you forgot that you can't bring pets inside. Idk, i guess that is right.

It's like me, a guy who tries his best to looked after everyone else, but received nothing from it. It's like a job you get and then got nothing.

It hurts, you all know that, right?

My heart, i felt betrayed.

Last year, i lost like 6 people in social that i known for quite a long time.

Kassidee, me_Madodo, __Melons__ and more

And it just got worst...

On this yyear i lost 4 people...
Or more.

My friends like Gabe, Mia, Rose, Zoe, and more. If you don't know who I'm talking about, you can ask Aidan. She knew some, mainly Gabe.

Like for serious. I.WANT.ALL.OF.YOU.TO.TELL.THE.TRUTH.ABOUT.ME.

Tell me, I'm all ears. Just say it, i don't care.

Recently, one of my closest friend left social.

And i was feeling betrayed, why? She said she will never leave me...

I guess i was annoy her a lot, that is why...

HappyLife1961, why you must leave me... 😢😢

And mainly most of my recent friends... Not dm me back. It feels like they don't need me anymore...

I gave people my heart and my strength for everyone live a better life. But, it feels like people just kept taking pieces of my heart for their own and then leaves me... All by my own.

I already on my own, and you all keep taking my heart piece by piece? I don't have anyone, even someone close to me and you all kept hurting me...

If this is all you want, i could leave from anything. And leave you all, if that makes you happier seeing me sad and broken and tore apart, bit by bit.

From outside...
Inside...

Heart...
Feelings...

Smile...
Sadness...

Tears of Laugh...
Tears of Sadness...

I want to leave, but at the same time doesn't...
Why i must choose things...

I guess that is all for this. And sorry i am wasting you guys and girls time. It's just... what i felt right now, and I don't want leave without a warning...

I guess I'll take my leave, for now... and No videos will come out for awhile. Sorry.

See you all soon, i hope all of you have a good day, a wonderful day. Better than me..

P.S: TessaGaming, I'm begging... And it won't solve anything, right Sofie? 😊🔫