My god, i've been having bad dreams lately. I'm scared if i will get bad exams scores. If i do, well, i can't talk with you all for a year, until i get good scores again next time. 

By the words: "I can't talk to you all for a year", it means i can't have my phone, play on computer, watch TV and pretty much things that can get you calm if you stressed from too much studying, and also, i will be studying alot while on holiday, if i get bad exams scores. It sucks, But its my parents rules and i must follow it. Because my family is pretty much all successful people, except me, pretty much.

Probably my future, i'm gonna be on the streets, all by myself pretty much. I will be unsuccessful. And well, i don't care if i live a horrible life here, at least if you all feel happiness and a bright future, i am happy to hear it. And if one day, if you all forget about me, i am okay, I won't be mad or sad. 

All i want is that you and everyone i know have a great and bright future. 

If this is gonna be my last time here, i wanna say: Thank you. Thank you for all of you that has been here with me and i am very glad i have friends like you all. You all are my happiness :)

Once again, thank you so much :)

I hope we can talk again someday, stay safe and i hope that you all will live happy in the future :)