I wanna cry so much...

I feel hurt...
Alone...
Selfish...
I just think that I am translucent...
I am actually not exist...

Sorry for dem sas stuff, been reading too much TouKen fanfics, sad ones as well. I feel like I am almost the same as Kaneki Ken.

Like I always blame myself, think that I am alone in this place, I want to be successful and stronger so I can meet and protect my friends and all of that, I sometimes always felt cold inside, and empty sometimes.

Idk, am I weird? Let me know in the comments.

P.S: Been through tough times at school, not only homeworks, but tests as well. I feel like I am gonna get 0 for chemistry test. I told my parents I am not good at science and math, but my families keep pushing me, then i choose science. So yah, my days have been tough. I hope you all are well, and alright. Take care, friends ^^