I don't know what keeps happening to me...

I slowly kept getting sadder...

I really don't know...

My heart kept telling me to cry, but my brain said don't.

I really don't know anymore. I feel like i am losing myself.

I feel like i wanted to take a day off or two, just so that i could calm myself, but no, I can't. I don't want you all to worry about me.

So, I won't take a break, for all of you.

Don't worry about me, I'll be alright...

Its probably just my evil side, telling me to cry.

You don't know, but I have a dark side. It happened to me once, and i tried not to let it out again.

My dark side kept telling me that I would die like this and that. He is trying to make me more sadder or even worse, self harm.

Last couple of days ago, i felt someone tried to make me got up from bed, headed to the kitchen, grabbed a knife, and cut.

But, i didn't do it, so i am still alright, for now...

I hope you all had a nice day today, i am not, too much. But seeing you all here, have kept a bright smile in my heart. Just by looking at my newsfeed, i am always happy inside.

See you all later, take care stay safe and stay amazing fellas. <3