Okay um

Life is scary
And exciting
And AHHAHAHDHNFHDJEKMF

I WATCHED THE DARK KNIGHT WITH MY BOYFRIEND (and yes I know marvel is superior but it's his favourite movie and it was actually pretty good aight)

AND WE CUDDLED WHICH WAS GREAT BECAUSE I WAS COLD AS SHIT SINCE OUR HOUSE WAS ONLY HEATED TO 65 AND IT WAS LIKE 0 DEGREES OUTSIDE

AND
THEN

HE K I S S E D M E

Ahhhhhhhhhwhehfhhh
What is my life
He's great and this isn't a bad thing I just feel like a failure bcuz I've never kissed anyone I didn't know what the fuck to do but he kissed me again so I guess it wasn't THAT bad

Sometimes I wonder if any of this is actually real

And I can't tell anyone irl because he goes to church with like half my school and I DO NOT want anyone like seeking him out and saying that I was TALKIG ABOUT HIM LIKE UM NO PLEASE

Also half of my people that I told that I was dating told other people even though I deliberately told them not to

smh