I feel like a jerk...I hurt my friend's feelings when I don't know how, I feel like the most worthless person on earth. Heck, probably right now she's reading this with her friends. But she probably might not seeing that she thinks I'm a douche. Anyways, I feel like I should go die...obviously people would say I shouldn't. But I just feel it...I feel depressed that I saddened a kind hearted friend. I feel anger towards myself for being so stupid and insensitive about her feelings. I feel guilt for causing that pain by pure accident. Heh...it's funny...those are the exact same feelings I felt in another situation related to this...but it's different. Why you ask? It's because nobody has vowed for revenge on me and force people to leave me...I just...I just don't get it why we...the human race...take brash actions of revenge. Maybe we're born with it because of how cruel this world is...or maybe we are born with it. Hah...I'm just rambling on...I should stop writing about how stupid I've been. Again...if you're reading this...I'm sorry...