Ok this chapter is going to list the Shit that has been happening or that has happened or that will happen in my life in order
1. Dad and mom got divorced
2. Mom found new boyfriend
3. He took our dog to the pound cuz he thought the baby sisters were getting more attention
4. I get raped by the same boyfriend that did that to our dogs
5. I had my first friend commit suicide
6. I had my second friend commit suicide
7. I almost died on the bus
8. I almost lost the love of my life because of a lie
9. My ... *sniff* my c...cat *tears streaming down face* my cat is losing fur not from shedding but it's getting better now
10. I'm losing my brother next year because he's going to the military
11. Family will miss me but I'll watch you guys from hevean
12.m..my dad dying before me
13. Me still breathing
14. People out there wanting me to die
15. Me wanting to drink bleach
16. Me having friends who back stab me
17. People trying to get into my personal life
These are a few more things that are happening to me that I want to put up on here...