Just imagine that you taken into a room and the windows were covered and shut... Imagine a male locking the door while your just sitting there in confusion.... He walks over to you and kisses you... You being young (age 9) you just went along thinking that mom would knock on the door....but she didn't.. He put his hand in your panties and started to rub....you felt scared but this wierd sensation was feeling through out your body.
He then inserted a finger into you....
You just yelped in pain as it hurt because you never touched yourself and u planed not to. He adds another finger...this time the pain is worse...your just sitting there crying as he satisfies himself with your little friend down there (yes you are a girl in this)
He finally pulls down your pants/leggings with your panties and begins to lick.
You close your legs and push his head away trying to make him stop. He just pushes your hands away and forces your legs open.....he licks more and quicker....your legs are shaking from this as you could tell you couldn't do anything.... He then pulls down his pants and boxers and shoves his member in your mouth.... You move your head back and spit because you hate what is going on... He forces it back into your mouth and bobs your head while you cry at the length... (No this is not smut I swear to god)
You cry and gag as he just moans and forces his entire length into your mouth... He then pulls out and shoves his member into you hard.....you started bleeding from down there because your a virgin and this was your first time having something that big in you.. The pain felt as if you were being stabbed And kicked and getting punch multiple times and it felt as if someone shot your legs and arms..he starts thrusting hard/fast while your crying and kicking him....he continues until he climaxes....he didn't pull out...he wasn't wearing a condom...after a couple of days you found out you were having a child...
Your life was ruined....
The end

This is how my experience being raped was.....its not fun....its terrifying as fuck...