so guys im just going to say this but..

I dont know who Ryder is anymore

I dont know if he still loves me or if he faked it all

I dont know if he broke up with me or not

I dont know if i need to live for him anymore

I dont have anyone else to live for so why am i still here

I am still here because i believe 

I believe that Ryder could love me

I believe that I am here for Ryder

Because if I commit suicide then he will follow in my footsteps

So its either you guys loose 2 friends or you keep 2 friends

.......

you'll find out if you keep an eye on my chapters and what not because im ganna drop hints 

about when and where.

Also Ryder u better not be hurting anyone because if u r then boom guess what

i will end my life because u made me this sad for not telling me goodbye

fornot telling me " i love you my pesant" this is what happens wen Simon takes over

Simon is in control

Simon out