I'm crying ...again...

Here's why:

"Hope I can find my phone Melissa"
"SNOW!!"
*scoots feet across snow and falls with phone out*
*crush laughs*
"NO MY PHONE!!!"
*wipes snow off phone and gets up*
"hahahahahahhaha that was amazing Melissa"
*hugs crush and walks away after saying bye*
"*sighs* UGH I FUCKING HATE MYSELF!"
*gets on bus and sits in the back and cries*
"H..hey are you ok kid?"
"LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!"
"Gosh ok *leaves*"
*gets off bus and runs home*
*screams* WHY AM I SUCH A FUCK UP!!!
THIS IS HOW MY DAY WENT AFTER SCHOOL