Dear dad

So I been wanted to say this for awhile now why the fuck would you leave us we were there for you we care for you we love you we did everything in our little child mind for you me and my brother 2 innocent child love you so much you were our fucking hero but all that shit change when you left man you wouldn't even call in my birthday fuck that and fuck you too

So what the fuck are we to you shit I guess nothing been their for us shit you been their for all of us man my older sister damn she not even your child but like you made her like she was your fucking child man same mother different father shit you treated this whole family with love but where did all the love go when you left us

Man look my brother he fucked up without no father figure in his life man his ass is in fucking juvi so where the fuck are you man my brother could of straighten up good act  could of graduated nah he in school in juvi could of had a damn father to show him the way nah so now you fuck up you left so you lost your pants you ain't no man shit I was 5 without a clue or a doubt I was thinking your ass was like a real father shit but that mess my head I was 5 man shit what do you say 5 year oh that your father left shit that not a way to say shit like that

So my brother who in juvi shit he messing around with the wrong crew but you ain't hustle shit now you think we still love your ass man your ass got another thing. Coming so fuck up look at me man shit no father figure but I'm alright man I have my mom she my fucking  father figure so fuck you and all your life man she my mom she my love she my life she my dad shit in mother day I wrote her stuff she the best mom I could of ask for

Man in father day your ass think I'm wrote your a letter fuck you I took that letter straight to my mom she my dad not your sorry ass man you miss out on our birthday shit you act like your a real father don't get your ass twisted cause you ain't shit to us man fuck you but I still love you but I hate you so fucking much you left us shit how you think that left mom

Man she was a hustler A mother feeding 5 kid by her self man where the fucking money she sent to your ass she still had to feed her own damn kid but you beg and plead for her money fuck outta here man and you text her like oh how my kid don't get your ass twisted you didn't give a fuck about us

So now I'm standing writing this letter thinking your gonna see this man nah man fuck it just hope you bleed it nah I don't wish no harm on  you just know if your were a real father you be here teaching your kid right from wrong man look at my brother he fucked up hanging out with the wrong crew

Thinking he in a gang smoking weed stealing shit holding gun for his " crew" they ain't his mother fucking crew when he in juvi who fucking text him not them for sure it us his real fucking family who visit him us not them or not you fuck you like your could of made my brother the innocent child he was nah he had to grow up with no father figure so now he fuck up and he in juvi so now Your standing here thinking this shit is just funny

Me thinking that you were a real parent man that shit was funny  nah my mom is the real parent she shaped my ass into the person I am today so you could of change my brother but no you left him in the dirt without a person to look up to he went and look in the gang life so now I'm stuck just looking at my brother in juvi like shit we could of change this .......... man you ain't no real father now look at my sister shit she hustle and shit she trust no man because of her father shit  but she thought of you as a father but now you left she ain't trusting no man or no bitch

Sincerely:
Your daughter
The one
who got away 
From the
bull shit you say

Ayo guy so I just wanted to do this is his all real my dad left us when I was like 5 man shit so this is pretty much all my feeling I been holding back and I know there a lot of good dad out their treating their kid like fucking angel those are awesome dad and their dad who are single parent taking care of their kid by their self keeping doing you so this is just something I wrote came from my heart and well it all true

Guy I love my dad but I also hate him for leaving us but fuck it I have my mom she my life so I really don't give a fuck so my dad left but fuck I'll thanks him because without him I wouldn't be born here to day so that it this was just like a letter type shit also one of my friend past and he was awesome just wanna say rip and your were a awesome dad not like my dead beat father of mine

You know why most boy are in jail/juvi because 90% it the dad who walk out in the children life  it fact when I went in juvi to visit my brother a nice cop was giving us a whole speech lmao he nice and he said that why most kid in juvi are here because they don't have a father figure