I don't understand this... I can't be this, I can't be that. What am I?

I'm not black!
I'm not gay!
I'm not a real girl!
I'm not a real boy!
I'm not a Christian!

THEN WHAT AM I?!

I'm not fully black or white because I'm mixed, I don't want to have to choose sides.

I can't date a gay because I'm not a real male.

I'm not a real girl because I do more boy-type things.

I'm not a real boy because I was once a girl.

I'm not a real Christian because apparently I am calling God a liar for changing my sex and sexuality.

WHAT AM I ?!

Why do I have to be a specific way to please anybody? Why do I have to dress a certain way to please you people? Why do I have to act a certain way to get you to not strike me down?

What is so wrong with my skin color that you people can't tolerate me?!

What is so wrong with my gender that I can't be a gay?

What is so wrong with me being more tomboy?

What is so wrong with me being a guy even though I was once a girl?

What is so wrong with me changing myself that people say that God will send me straight to hell?

If I can't be myself while being religious then why am I here.

I might as well die if I'm an abomination to society

I might as well rot in hell...