(Benjamin's pov)

I sighed as I poured some wine into my wine glass. I watched the dark red liquid fill up my glass before I began to drink it. I felt the depressant take effect as I continued to drink more and more wine. I fell into my drunken state once again. I hated alcohol, yet it's the very thing I turn to when I want the pain to go away.

My cheeks flushed pink and I began to feel tipsy. I decided to head to my bed before I pass out. As I went to my room, I started to giggle and slur out my words. I talked liked at hatter and stumbled the through the halls as if I didn't know how to walk. I yelped when I bumped into Leroy. He gave me a stern and confused look.

"Benjamin, are you...drunk?" The king of hearts asked.

"Nooooo~ I'm not drunk, I'm dowin fine~" I slurred.

"You are, you need to stop drinking-"

"Oh shut uh -hick- if I want to drink then I will," I pouted.

"You are going to get yourself hurt or worse," Leroy protested.

"That's good -hick- I'll die faster- wha? Hey put me down!!" I shouted as I hit my best friend.

Leroy growled, "I'm going to put you into bed."

He took the me into my bedroom and laid me down. Before Leroy left he looked at me, his dear friend.

"Benjamin...please get better," And then he left me alone.