I don't understand.....how 2 years ago.....everyone would talk to me often.....which made me really happy.....
I don't understand on why I still have this app if I never use it.....I just check it once in a while and hope I got/ have any messages......
I don't understand why I care so much for you guys if I don't know you guys in real life. Its just all confusing on why I care so much if all of you guys don't give one fuck.about me.
I just.....am scared of.myself and everyone around me..... I'm scared that I will cause something bad to happen......

I don't understand on why I'm still fighting....still waiting for someone to save me. I'm feeling so hopeless...... I feel as if no one will ever save me.... That no one even cares...... That no one will ever care......

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I'm giving up quicker....

Goodbye wattpad followers