"He Probably Hates Me, Derek" [Vinceman]

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"He still 'asn't messaged me back. What if he hates me? Oh, lord, Derek he hates me doesn't he?" Jacky worried, looking down at his phone to see not a single new message from the blue haired be he had been talking to for the past few months. Derek, who was sat on the couch next to his best, was rubbing his hand up and down the British boys back, trying his best to sooth him as he watched tears slowly  fall from his eyes.

"Jacky, chill out. I'm sure he is fine and that he doesn't hate you" Derek told the boy.

"He does, doesn't he? He hates me Derek! I knew it! I just knew this friendship was too good to be true!"

Derek sighed, taking Jacky's phone from his small, shaky hands.

"It's been three hours, the message isn't even marked as read. He hasn't seen it yet." He stared "maybe he's not answering because he's busy."

"He's been active online all day though, he posted a picture on Instagram an hour ago, with some guy!" Jacky exclaimed, trying to keep his tears from falling.

"Whaddya mean with some guy?" Derek asked.

"He posted a picture of himself with some guy named Dallon... What if... What if he and this Dallon guy are, i-intimate??" The British boy replied with a question of how own.

Derek chuckled.

"Why would you care? It's not like you and Ryan are married or anything."

Jacky frowned. Was Derek really that oblivious, or was he just not trying to mention the fact that Jackson Casey Vincent had just about the worlds biggest crush on the one and only Ryan Seaman.

"Derek you bloody damn idiot!" The boy practically hissed, catching his best friend by surprise "innit obvious? I fuckin like Ryan, okay?! I 'ave the worlds larger crush on him and he doesn't even seem to notice for fuck sake!"

Derek stared, in utter shock. Jacky was never really one to curse, or speak his opinion the way he just had. But regardless, Derek didn't discriminate.

"Awe, it's alright Jacky." He said, rubbing the boys shoulders lightly "I honestly don't think Ryan and this Dallon guy are in any kind da of relationship. Maybe you're just over reacting a little. It's all gonna be okay. Why don't you take a nap? Crying always makes you tired and you've done quite a bit of crying in the last hour or so. You must be tired, and you know what happens when you're tired? You get cranky. That's not good."

"No. I no wanna nap, I want Ry..." Jacky mumbled, rubbing his eyes.

Derek smiled as he got an idea; if he couldn't get Jacky to calm down while he was big, maybe he could get him to calm down while he was little.

"Awe c'mon honey, don't be like that. Tell ya what, if you take a nap with me, I'll bet you wake up to a message from Ryan." He said, picking Jacky up bridal style off of the dark red couch in the living room "c'mon, lets go to your room shall we."

Jacky nodded in defeat, silently letting Derek carry him to his bedroom. Derek soft place Jacky on the bed and covered him up with a fluffy pink blanket, making sure the boy was tucked in before handing him a soft panda bear stuffie. Derek smile and kicked his boots off, crawling into bed with his best friend. Jacky turned to face him and nuzzles his face onto the older Man's chest, sighing.

"You's pwomise ifs I take nappy I gonna wakes up and talk to Ry???" He asked innoceny. Derek chuckled under his breath.

"Promise. If not, I'll take you out for ice cream to make everything better. Okay little one?"

"Otay... Night night Dewek..

Derek smiles slightly.

"Goodnight Jacky."

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Sooo I got inspired to write this bc today I told my girlfriend that I think my best friend on Wattpad hates me...