Soo....

I've been so very inactive for the past few weeks. 

I haven't been posting as much since well, I'm not the best at dealing with large amount of emotions. 

First of all, My great Grandmother died about a month ago and I'm still struggling to keep going when my family is STILL trying to cop with the loss. SERIOUSLY THO!! ITS BEEN A FREAKING MONTH!! THEY SHOULD BE AT LEAST ABLE TO FUNCTION SOMEWAT WELL!!!

Second, I HAVE TO DO A 300+ PAGED PACKET OVER SUMMER!! And its due on August 23. F U SCHOOL.

Third, I've lost inspiration to draw for a short period since I broke up with my boyfriend. We didn't get into a fight or anything. We just agreed to stay good friends and we still are, just I was a bit heart broken.

Try having to deal with that along side you have nothing to do over the summer beside moping around and sit in front of the computer. You think that it would be easier to handle all of this but NOPE! 

My family keeps of pressuring me to go outside, also things have been complicated since my mom is going to China for the next 3-4 years. 

Things aren't going smoothly. I'm surprised that I was even able to write this without a family member telling me to go outside and eat BBQ ribs. (Which AKA is one of my least favorite food for summer.)

Now for the question part. 

Should I make a MAP?

I've done one before, well, part of it. -_-

Right now I just want to do something with my life besides being a nerd with no life and just study's all day. (No joke, my family wants me to be someone like that.) 

I really don't mind that and I would like to get a fully functioning MAP onto youtube CUSE there aren't many online. 

Speaking of which I have to make the MAP parts for SwiftKhaos and neon_nyan_cat1.... Crap -_-

Anyways, I'll be starting on those soon. Tell me in the comments what I should to.

And BTW, Jim Yosef and Tobu are #Senpai