So this was originally from Sapphieplays or Sapphics15 . Basically you write yourself a letter. Either to your future or past self because no matter what, you're changing. You can't prevent it. You can change for the best or for the worst. I'll be doing both in one and I hope you consider doing this too!

Dear Epic,
Oh my goodness, you still look the same as you did then. Probably won't be changing anytime soon. You've discovered yourself over the past few years. You've actually stayed at one hook for more then two years too! So accomplishment!

You've been through so much. You got two more sisters and you're about to get a few more siblings. You'll be a great sister I promise. Yep, madison is and will always be that brat XD. You've gotten nephews and even a niece.

But let's talk about you as a person. You're a new you. Yes ours still as emotional as heck and you will probably always be but that's okay! You've met some amazing people that will always have changed you're life, for the best. They have helped you develop a lot of skills. Listening, and giving advice. You're great at it and don't doubt you're abilities. You're faith in Christ has also played a huge roll in your life.

You've been to Lynn a few times now and it's transformed you're way thinking. You know exactly why. I know you'll figure out what you're career will be.

You've found amazing friends like Faded, Hugs, Ever, Jaycee, Shancy, Mimi, Owl and so many other people. They say that you make them smile so remember that when you're down.

When you're parents scold you, it's okay to cry. It's okay. Crying is okay. Don't think you're weak, don't think you just can't do anything, don't think like that.

You're wonderful,

You're amazing,

You're beautiful,

You're a Child of the One True God.

You are loved, Epic.

Don't you ever forget it.

Yes, you're feelings still aren't you're friends, and yes, dad still says that.

Keep you're head above the water. Have that child like Faith and walk on that raging sea. You can do it.

You're feelings are weighing you down but learn to embrace them. They are apart of you. You're emotions is just what makes you're heart all that much bigger. Remember when Jordan, jazzy, and Marie were all fighting that one time? Remember who resolved it? Remember who saved our friendships? You did! You did it!

Sure you can't model like Summer.
And yes, you can't Sing like Annika. But you're still big and you're still out there. You are here to glorify you're Savior. Jesus.

"I don't need my name in lights, I'm famous in my Father's eyes."

You're never forgotten. You're never alone. You have your best friend with you. You have Jesus. And when the whole world seems to turn on you. Turn to Jesus. Strengthen that faith and make it stronger then it ever had before, because you're you.

That crazy, insane, wonderful self.

You give great advice, and amazing comfort. You can use you're talent to spread that gospel all over the world. You can do it.

You got all you're friends behind you. These memories don't go away, thank goodness they don't. Thank you for having good memory.

"You look back at your hardships only to see how much you have overcome."

You all probably don't know who most of those people are but I do. I didn't put a lot of my struggles on here because I didn't really feel the need too. Well. If you're reading this. You're challenged to do it!