Hi, sorry I haven't updated lately. But I've been having problems in my life. I probably won't be on as much as of today. Because of what happened yesterday. Most of you probably don't care and dont even care about me.

I was sexually assaulted by my Boyfriend yesterday on the bus. For most teens, it might not be that traumatizing. But for me, a 14 year old girl who has had no experience, it traumatized me. My Mother is thinking about pressing Charges against him. I am totally scared to go to school. A safe place where children go to learn. He was expelled from school, but he lives near me and knows where I live. I'm not allowed to go outside that much and I'm basically living in my bedroom most of the time. If I don't respond to all of you or update, I'm dealing with this and getting this over with. I'm just so ashamed of myself and scared. I don't expect you to care that much.....it doesnt matter.