Dear Random Book, 10 / 11 / 24,

My team for P.E was not being nice to me. I have two instances.

One; I was getting the soccer ball for my team, asking my two teammates (W and C, we'll call them) to save my spot in line. After I got it, C goes "You need to go to the back of the line, *Insert My IRL Name*." I thought I asked to save my spot??? I guess not. I go to the back when W and H (H is my other teammate) both tell C I can come back. R (another teammate) gets mad at W for defending me.

Two; We were doing competition between two lines. Me and C were playing against W and another opponent teammate. We were close to the goal when I accidentally kicked it out. I really tried. And C just goes "Why, *Insert My IRL Name*? Thanks to you..." I didn't bother to hear the rest. I curled up on the ground and started to cry. L (the one who vents to me), asks me if I'm okay, to which I don't reply. R approached me next, a bit more forceful than L. W approaches us and asks if I wanna tell the coach. I go "I'll just go get water." Comjng back, I saw R, C, and K go to the other benches, talking about who knows what.

I'm very insecure about my P.E. skills. Am I the asshole?