Playlist

No Blueberries by DPR Ian

Bam Yang Gang by BIBI

Giant by Stray Kids

Pumped Up Kicks by Foster the People

Come Play by Stray Kids

Kazino by BIBI

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Well after two years of being here...Light made it to To-Oh university. 

The way time passed by way too fast was insane. 

Feels like I just got here...

He's moving way too fast. Kira is winning too fast...

They call him god of gods...using the power that he holds...for his own desires for this world...

I swear on it, I'll use anyway to stop it. With L, Near or not. I could care less, I'm doing this not only for my distress of feeling pressured to be perfect in his eyes, but for the general world. 

Yes it's shitty, but isn't life like that too?!

Isn't life a literal bitch you unfortunately can't slap?!

The point is...we're screwed like fuck if we stay in a world like this. 

Help please...

I need to run from...

From him...

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I sat in my room texting names of criminals to Light from a private phone.

Damn this ain't a Brawl Stars x Toy Story collaboration between us, because what the hell? Why am I doing this? This ain't even for me. 

The more I reply to him, the more guilty I feel...like I shouldn't be here.

It feels like I'm glazing the word "Guilt"...

Feels like I shouldn't be doing this...

Feels like it might smack me in the back of the head in the future...

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I was at a store buying some primer because I ran out. I looked through the aisles of random products of brands I've barely heard about. Some of them might be inconvenient but the packaging is still cute. 

Prolly to lure me in into buying.

I kept looking up and down, round and round through things until I found my face primer. 

Primer for my face, not my eyes. Yes there is primer specifically for your eyes too. But I don't need that today. 

I picked up the tube and hummed, satisfied at my accomplished side quest. I was walking over to the cashier when I saw a highlighter with a tempting packaging.

I stared at it for a few seconds. It looked so cute. But I already have enough of it...

 I walked over to the cash register to pay for my primer and highlighter.

Cashier: Good afternoon. Is this all?

Garam: Uh, yes that'll be all. 

Cashier: Great, that'll be 130 yen 

(I'm making a random guess, I couldn't find any sources on how much face primer and highlighter costed then)

Garam: Great! 

I took out my wallet and the estimated amount to the cashier. She counted and gave me the change, before she grabbed my primer and highlighter to put it in my bag. 

She gave me my receipt and bag before saying: 

Cashier: Have a nice day!

Garam: Thanks you too! 

I walked away and out. Outside, I adjusted my flannel that was literally two sizes bigger than me, but that's why I gotta love it. I started walking through the mall again, trying to find a bathroom to do me a fit check. 

I eventually saw the sign for a bathroom and I walked over to it. Walking in the fancy looking 18 stall bathroom. Lighting is perfect. 

I looked over at a full body mirror and stared at myself. 

Black and white flannel, white crop top, black cargo pants, silver belt going through each pant hoop, white sneakers and a cap. 

I'm all drip and swag. I don't dress to impress,  I dress to depress. I look so good I make people cry. 

Just kidding. 

But seriously, this is the first time I've felt good. 

I took out my mini silver camera, crouched, rested a hand on my cheek and my elbow on my knee, and shot an image. All that before I stood up and someone came in. 

Glad I wasn't caught taking photos of myself like a queen. 

I went to the sink and wetted my hair a bit just to calm it. I sighed and shrugged before walking out the bathroom. I played music from my new white Mickey Mouse MP3 player that Light gave me. 

Finally he was nice enough to actually pamper me and not get me into some dark shit for once. Feels like a reward. I need more of those. Maybe I'll ask him for some money to waste it on either art school or Yu-Gi-Oh Cards. 

I played "Bam Yang Gang" by BIBI and continued walking. The soft R&B beats hitting the inside of my ears. But in a comforting manner. I continued walking until I decided to get a drink. Any kinda really. But I'm feeling more of an iced coffee energy today. 

Damn my primer expedition is getting kinda long, ya know? I walked into a cafe in the mall and went up to the register, sweating and nervous. 

If you thought I wasn't sweating, tweaking, nervous and on the verge of crying when I was buying my primer and highlighter...I'm sorry to break it to you but you're funny. Because that's exactly what I was doing. Sweating, tweaking, nervous and crying. 

But not only that, I was also wanting to vomit and crash out-

Cafe Cashier: Hi what would you like to order?

Garam: Hi...uh, I would like to order uh...

Holy fuck i haven't even dived 2 seconds in this not deep coffee ordering conversation and I'm already crashing out. 

Garam: I would like an iced coffee, and three pumps of chocolate with it

I mentally face palmed. You don't fucking put chocolate in a caffeinated cup of cold yummy. HOW DUMB AM I?! Mello would definitely be proud of me, I can just smell that impression.

Honestly I think he likes either black coffee (Que rico 😬😬), or any drink with chocolate. And if it doesn't, he would probably request at least 28 pumps at the minimum.

Cafe Cashier: Here or To go?

Garam: To go please...

I paid for my drink and left with it. Turns out, I wasn't stupid after all. They had my pumps of Chocolate in it and drizzled around the cup. 

I just skipped happily. Thankful that I didn't sound so stupid after all. I feel dumber because I forgot they do that. 

😀

I kept sipping happily and made my way out the mall. But I decided to drink near a trash can. Inside there aren't many on the streets. When I finished enjoying my drink I threw it away and walked out the mall. 

Giant by Stray Kids in my ears as I keep walking. The badass noise music in my ears like appealing tasty ear candy. 

I kept walking, my strides slightly confident and satisfied. I stopped to rewind the song. Then I looked up and saw police cars driving by, I just stared at them curiously. I feel strange about this...

And I really had every right to suspect something.

Because I was literally detained. 

Startled by a someone grabbing me. I backhanded him out of instinct and I whipped around to look at who. A police officer? 

What did I do? I don't remember doing anything. I popped out my earbud and I heard him say,

Officer: Garam Kim you're under arrest for being suspected of being Kira's partner in crime!

Garam: What?! I'm sorry?! I didn't do anything!

I immediately went under panic. Misa probably got arrested too. But I could really care less because she's a bad person doing this shit for attention and I'm here because I have no fucking choice...

The officer handcuffed me and looked through my pockets. 

My white mp3 player...

My Motorola flip phone...

Chapstick...

Lip oil...

Wallet...

Keys...

And then they grabbed my obsidian ring. 

One that my parents gave me after I terminated my contract with Hybe and Le Sserafim. And since they bought it at a vulnerable timeline it was precious. 

I immediately kicked the officer and when he dropped it, my mouth grabbed it and I sighed in relief. My ring is too fucking important for a lowlife to touch...eels like I shouldn't even touch it. Too damn precious. More precious than any jewelry Light would give me...

And that's saying too much. 

He shouldn't be touching it either.

Officer: You can't be doing that!

Garam: I'm sorry officer but my ring stays with me, I don't care what anyone says. I'd fucking kill myself if it's taken away. And I'm not even fucking with your brain to get what I want! 

He stayed silent for a second then he dragged me to a car and shoved me in. I just sat there.

Damn getting my primer really turned into something long and uncomfortable. How will I tell anyone? I'll be shushed with cash stuff in my mouth.

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Light POV 

I was with Ryuzaki talking, he was sitting weirdly on a bench. It was sunny out, sky clearer than a lot of lies I told Rami. 

I stood there, painfully conversing with him. He's annoying as hell, I need to get rid of him as soon as I literally can. With Misa's eyes and Garam's patching up evidence skills. 

Both are pretty stupid but if I had to choose, it'd be Garam. Because while she may be stupid at least she's smarter than Misa. 

Ryuzaki got a call and like any other decent human being, he of course answered, but he grabbed it weirdly. Why the fuck does he grab stuff weirdly? Like literally his thumb and forefinger on the phone, what the actual fuck buddy? 

L: Yes, I see we did it, I understand. 

He mumbled to the speaker and hung up. He then turned to me and said:

L: This may be good news and bad news to you, but Misa Amane and Garam Kim have been taken into custody under suspicion of being the Second and Third Kira. 

I mentally panicked but then I calmed down faster than the rush coming to me

When in the world did he find out about Misa and Garam?! I'd never thought they'd be caught this quickly. 

L: When the Second Kira sent the video tapes to Amane's room,  they left a great deal of evidence such as hairs and clothing fibers. There will probably be a riot if we charge her with being the Second Kira, so we're telling the public that she's voluntarily coming with us because her manager is suspected of drug possession. The truth will probably never go to public...

I was careless. That video, I should've destroyed all the evidence! In the end Ryuzaki chose to protect himself by being with me instead of hiding. He confronted the matter...

This wager is my...

My...

Nevermind...

The challenge is just beginning, L! 

And that's it for now...

Hope my shitty writing has gone better...idk :p