WARNING:- THIS IS MAY OR MAY NOT BE RELATED TO SUICIDE AND IT CAN BE RELATED TO MOOD SWINGS!        ______________________________________________                                

   "I am good for a while. I'll talk more, laugh more, sleep and eat normally. But the something happens. Like a switch turns off somewhere. And all I am left with is the darkness of my mind. But each time it seems like I sink. Deeper and deeper. And I am scared........... Terrified that one day I won't make it back up. I feel like I am gasping for air. Screaming for help. But everyone looks at me. With confused faces. Wondering what I am struggling over. When they're all doing just fine. And it makes me feel crazy. What the hell is wrong with me?"   ~m. H~

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Author's note:- Thanx for reading. 

I just want to let you guys know 

That you not alone. When you feel lonely and desperate for help you look around and to find no one there. Always remember I'm here for. And you not the only one who goes through this many others do to.  I don't mean you should think that and feel guilty what I mean is their are with you so speak out for yourself.  If one doesn't hear your words someone else will. Just make sure to take great care of yourself and don't skip your meals. And I love you and always will. 

OK THIS SOUNDS LIKE SHIT I AM NOT THE BEST PERSON TO GET ADVICE FROM BUT I HOPE WHAT I SAID WILL LINGER IN YOUR HEART FOREVER IN A GOOD WAY. 

I seriously love you all and I'll never forget you