I have kleptomania, meaning i steal a lot, i only have this because of past trauma, and my family acts like they weren't the one's who gave me this

i only steal because i feel like i need to, jot for the fun of it, i'm not used to having things handed to me, nor am i used to rules. im used to stealing to help my dad with things, because they left me with my drug addicted father who had no job and needed HIS 5 YEAR OLD TO STEAL FROM OTHERS TO FUCKING SURVIVE