I'm sorry that
I want you close to me,
But all I do is push you away.

I'm sorry that
I want you to speak to me,
But all I do is joke and tease.

I'm sorry that
I want to do things with you,
But I can't remember how to act.

I'm sorry that
I make you wait,
Only to change my mind

I'm sorry that
I want to be in a relationship,
But I am terrified of commitment.

I'm sorry that
I tell you all these things,
But act completely different.

I'm sorry that
I might be falling for you,
But I'll never actually tell you.

I'm sorry.