oh boy what am I thinking it's too late to be pulling a stunt like this right now, I literally haven't published anything decent in like a year and now I show up all of the sudden cause I'm bored and thinking "eh, what the heck?" but now I seriously am wondering "what. the. heck." this is gonna flop so hard ha why am i even-

^don't mind me, I just figured it'd be suitable to start off a rant book with, well, a spontaneous rant.

this is all your fault grantpiano

anywhoooo welcome to my thoughts-ish-sorta?

i don't even know why I'm doing this so please cut me some slack, i know this is unorganized and currently all over the place but at this point I'm fed up with myself for being so skeptical to ever post anything on here - or anywhere for that matter, so I'm gonna make myself do this.

it could end up being really good for me, who knows? and if not, well then I can always unpublish it or start fresh. bottom line is, I'm done stressing out about other people's opinions - it's time I start giving myself room to grow however God has planned for me.

that being said, I think that's all for today. If you actually decide to stick around and read a chapter of this here and there, I've got mad respect for you, and hopefully this will give me a platform to relate to you guys in some way or another and give you another reason to have a little pep in your step everyday.

yours truly,
Kenzie. Xx.