If I had thought

Out loud

While you held me close

You would have heard

What I thought

About being us

I thought you were

Different

But as the pieces fall

Into place

I realize that you were

Not what I thought

I wonder if what

We thought was real

I look back now

And wonder if it was

Real

Or if I thougbt

It all up

To give me some sense of

Importance

To make me think

Of a future

I thought wrong

I closed that door

After we never turned out

How we expected

But I still wonder

What you thought

That night

When we held each other

Close

And thought all our dreams

Had come true