answer: yes, people do care.

its just you cant truly tell until you do something. something bad.

then those people who care rush and come to your aid.

thats a guilty pleasure of mine, to be honest.
knowing others care about you and they worry about you and they just. yeah.

that doesnt mean i pretend to leave. that doesnt mean i pretend to hurt myself. im above that!

its just such...a nice feeling you know? to have someone there.

honestly its tie to tie with feeling attention on you. the spotlight. yknow??

in which that people look at you and smile and compliment

i appreciate that a lot. keeps me going yknow?

gives me the energy i need sometimes.

but that doesnt necessary mean im jealous of those who are more popular, more famous. im also above that!

in fact, ive been friends with some people who have hundreds of more attention than me. and, honestly, who cares?  if they like me, ill like them back! 

cuz yknow, thats what they deserve. they deserve friends! they dont deserve someone whos a leech. or has an ulterior motive.

in fact, funny story, i tried to become friends with someone for their popularity/to show off, and guess what...

i became friends with them!! like. genuine friends hehe

its kinda funny, tbh. at least in my case.

have an ulterior motive for someone, and you end up dropping it for that someone.

want to be genuine friends with someone? nope! youre only free art in their eyes.

ironic, really. at least, ironic online.

real life is a different story, but ill refrain from that :D