Its been a few weeks. Rajveer is working somewhere near Bangalore. Naina is in Delhi with Sherry. Regularly at 11 o' clock,  he calls her to know about her well being. At first he was reluctant to call but later her indirect approval gave him strength. She always waits for his call. Being at HQ, she s always busy but she never sleeps until she talks to him irrespective of time duration.
Their conversation usually starts with a hello.... maa baba thik h.... sherry thik h .... to.... khana khaya aapne...

Her care his questions always were so indirect that they would surely take 5 years to reach  the level of normal husband and wife.

acha Naina ab tum so jao... kal doctor k pas bhi jana h na.

hmmm

Kya hua koi problem h.?

Nahin..kuch nhi...

Kya hua naina ab tk toh char session ho gye h tumhare pr tum dari hui si kyu lg rahi ho...

Nahi ... nahi toh... vo bs m aise hi...

Ohk.. thik h fr mai rakhta hu fon... apna khyal rakhna... aur vo jo khana tumne chodd rakha h usey khao abhi.

Naina bites her tongue in embarrassment.

This is all they both had. Simple n few words from each other fills a lot of energy to survive the next day. But the fact they are not understanding is that their relationship is mending slowly. Questions are still there, the thirst to know the answers is decreasing. Because the unsaid love is replacing the  thirst of answers n blames.

Next day..
Bhabhi aap akele kyun ja rahe ho aj session k liye?

Kyunki m is sab se bhar niklna chahti hu... aur uske liye mujhe counseller ko akele milna hoga..

Sherry drops her there at the clinic and hugs her.
Call me when you are free...i will come to pick you.. warna bhai meri jaan kha jaenge.. kidding

With so much of uneasiness,  she waits for her turn.

' Naina Singh Shekhawat ..... its your turn ... please go inside.. doctor is waiting for you' speaks Receptionist.

Aah.... Naina... how hv you been?? Akele aayi ho aaj?

Hmmm..... aapne hi toh kaha tha ye ladai mere andar ki hai... aur mujhe akele hi ladni hai...

Doctor smiles at her.

Toh btao Naina... koi preshani???

This question drains all her energy. The strength she had to come out of all this... that weakens...

Nahi.... bas mujhe ghar jaldi jana h...

Tum hr bar aise bolkar bhag jati ho... isse kya fayda Naina... bolo... tum bar bar aakar b bhagogi toh hum kuch nhi kar payenge...

Please....
Naina's eyes becomes teary.

No Naina... aj nahi... lets do one thing... main tumhare ghar chalti hu.... if u dont mind.... we will sit there ...and ..talk .... what do you say.... ya fir kisi or jagah... what say?

Naina looks at her in pure shock.

Aap doctor hokar mere ghar jaengi....

Ohh.... mujhe lga hum dost ban gye hain... its ok koi nhi...

No no ... i didnt mean that... chaliye hum ghr chlte hain... main sherry ko fon krdeti hu....vo hume lene aajaegi..

Sure..

Sherry  Naina and Doctor Aradhna reaches to their house. 

As Naina walks into the kitchen to make tea fr all of them, Doc Aradhna sends Sherry outside as she wants her to be free. Sherry goes without questioning as she too wants her to recover.

Naina comes back with a tray full of tea n snacks. Both enjoy and start talking.. then she shows her the house. 

Naina tumne apna aur Capt ka room nhi dikhaya...

Chaliye  naa..

They both enter the room. A room... very clean ... systematic n organised...

Doc looks at each n every detail of the room and then sit on the couch in their room.

Naina ....tumhara room kaafi sundar hai.

Naina smiles at this .

Tumhari  abhi kuch mahino pehle hi shadi hui h na??

Ha.. kyun?

Vo actually is kmre me do log rehte h... pta chl raha hai.... but husband wife rehte hain... iski koi nishani nhi....

Naina becomes tensed at this. She starts fidgeting with her dress and lowers her eyes.

Doc gauges her reaction and says,
Chhodo tum mujhe shuru se batao... tum bar bar talti ja rahi thi... mujje sab jan na hai... mujhe sab janna h... tumhare bare me... tumhare bachpn se shuru kro...

Bachpan se??..

Ha...

She thinks and a sweet smile replaces the frown on her face....

Papa ek businessman the... chota sa kam tha .. maa housewife aur bhayya ne army join krne ka sapna dekha tha aur maine dancer... m thodi ajib si thi... bht bolti thi....  muje diary likhna pasand tha.... dance krna psnd tha... gaana gana pasand tha... bhayya ki ladli thi main...

Fir...

Fir hum bde ho gye... bhayya ne army join ki m senior school me thi tab...

Kbhi  koi  pasand  nhi aaya tumhe bchpn me..

Huh???

Crush???

Hmmm... tha ek... Shantanu naam tha uska...mera dost tha... mujhe bht acha lgta tha vo

She smiles while saying this

Tumne btaya usey?

Maine???? Naaaa naa naa... nahi btaya... uski ek girlfriend nikli... toh m bhul gyi usey....

She laughs saying so.

Ooops says doctor

Fr maine academy join ki?

Pr tumhe toh dancer bnna tha na?

Haa ...pr bhaiya  ki maut k bad....sab badal gya...

Her eyes become teary....

I m so sorry...

To which naina gives a half smile

Maine academy join ki bhayya ko sahi sabit krne k liye.

Matlab???

Mere bhayya pr ek traitor hone ka ilzam lgaya gya... unhe kafi dino tak torture kia... fr ek din khabar aayi ki vo mar chuke hain... hum bilkul tut gye the... maine apne bhai ko khoya aur ye system unhe ek shaheed ka darja tak nhi de paya...

Naina is back to all the pain. Her family had suffered a lot tht time. Her hidden hatred for Rajveer was back in the back of her mind though her heart was pushing that thought aside. But she was in dilemma.

Maine  faisla lia ki mai ladungi.... apne bhayya k liye... us vishwas k liye jo hr soldier  apne desh me rakhta h...

Maine academy join ki... KMA.... waha mujhe bohot se log mile....jo srf log nhi meri zindagi ban gye.... mere dost bn gye....

She smiles the brightest...

Alekh... mera bhai....huda Puja ali.... yudi.... sherry.... dr.shalini...

Aur Rajveer kaha mile tumhe?

Wahi KMA me...

O.. fr btao kya hua..

She starts narrating her everything from deeds of Nair to Bhargav n Ritu...

Pr agar Bhargav ko pta chl gya tha tb b academy ne tumhe waha rukne dia?? Kaise?

Vo ....woh .... sir ki wajah se..

Sir?.

Capt Rajveer.... unhone mujhe support kia....

Fir dheere dheere sabko lgne lga ki mai aur capt Rajveer... hum dono k bich ek teacher student se kuch zada h... hume bhot question kia gya... bt dr. Ritu ne sir se relationship ki bat bolkar sab thik krdia.... pr vo ek spy thi.... woh hi thi jiski wajah se mere bhaiya is sab me fase....

Her eyes became  red by thn. She starts narrating again.

Fr ek din hospital me dr ritu ko captain rajveer ne mar dia... but bhaiya ki begunahi k sabut b khtm ho gye... fr m nayi jung shuru krne lgi... aur mujhe Abhimanyu k bare me pta chala.. meri wajah se abhimanyu aur rajveer sir k bich problems hui pr sab thik ho gya... aur abhimanyu ne mujhe b ehsaas krwaya ki maine bht glt kia sir k sath.

Kaisi problems aur tumne kya kia tha Rajveer k sath?

Mere bhaiya ko marne wale insan.... unke hi dost captain rajveer the.

Aur jb mujhe pta chala to maine un par goli chala di

Doctor gets shocked and hides it all in a fraction of a second. She listens to all this patiently .

Fr mere bhya ki trh sir ko bhi fasaya gya... aur jail me shift krte waqt unki jeep blast ho gyi...

Hume lga vo mr gye... meri ummeed tut gyi thi...vo akhri sira b kho gya tha... mere pas ab bhaiya ko nirdosh sabit krne ka akhri zariya b nhi raha..

Fr kuch waqt bad...

Yha hum sab ne milkar bhaiyako begunaah sabit kia....

Fir vo wapas laut aaye.... achanak se.... sahi salamat....

Kon?

Captain Rajveer

Aur maine unhe shadi k liye kaha

Tum unse pyar krti thi?

Nahi....
she gives a scary smile.

Badle k liye...
Mai rajveer sir ko kabhi maaf nhi kr payi is sab k liye... mere bhaiya k liye...
She says with a straight face.

Pr tum to unhe maaf kr chuki thi na?

Nahi ... kbhi nhi.... main bas unka istemal kr rhi thi... apne maksad k liye.... 

kaisa maksad Naina?  Tumhare bhaiya to nirdosh sabit ho chuke the naa..

Ha ho chuke the.... pr jb jb m us insaan ko apni aankho k samne sahi salamat dekhti hoon na... to mujhe mere bhayya yad aa jate hain....

She cries...

Vo unhe bhi bacha sakte the..
Mere bhaiya b laut k aa skte the... kuch ho skta tha... kuch toh krte hum... kuch toh krte vo... vo unke dost the... unhone bhaiya k kehne pr unhe mardia...

Bhaiya k kehne pr matlab...?

Bhaiya ne gidgida kr unse apni maut ki bheekh maangi thi... aur unhone unhe wahi mar dia.

Fir...

Fir maine unse shadi ki... shadi ki pehli rat ko hi unhe bta dia ki maine unse shadi kyu ki....

Mtlb captain jante hain?

Haan... vo jante hain....

Shadi k kuch waqt hi hua tha ki puneet ne Mere sath ye sab kia....

Sahi kia usne... mere sath aisa hi hona chahiye tha.... m hoon hi aisi....

Aisa kyu keh rahi ho Naina... koi bhi ldki ye sab deserve nhi krti...

Main krti hu.... maine captain rajveer k sath kitna kuch kia... unhone fr bhi mere liye apni parwah nhi ki..... bina soche samjhe apne aapko daav pr lga aaye... naajane kaise m waha waqt pr pahunch gyi aur sach keh dia... wrna main ek or bojh se dab kar mr jati...

Naina... tum kis uljhan me ho? Sach btao tumhare mn me kya chal raha hai?

She looks at the doctor, with questioning eyes.

Tum ek taraf bdla lena chahti thi aur dusri trf tum khush ho unhe bacha kar... balki tumne khud unhe bachaya...

I dont know..... yahi toh mere samajh se bahar hai..... mujhe kuch samjh nhi aa raha.... m kya karu.... vo insaan jisne mere bhayya ko mara..... vo mere liye zaruri sa ho gya h... m unse nafrat krti hu... par mai nafrat kar kyu nhi paa rahi hu... ek trf maine khud unpr goli chalayi aur dusri trf m khud unhe kuch ho jane se darti hu... har time mujhe ye dimag me ghumta h ki vo kaatil h .. lekin fir  b har roz mai unke fon ka intezar karti hu... vo insan meri har taklif ki wajah h.... pr wahi insan mere pas na ho toh mujhe saans lena mushkil ho jata h...
Main kyaaa karu??? Main kyaaaaa karuuuu..... kya sahi h? Meri nafrat????? Ya ye guilt.... m pagal ho jaungi....

Doc holds her hands to which Naina looks  at her with teary eyes..
Us din jb vo chale gye mujje bina bataye.... m bina soche samjhe unke piche bhaagi.... aur jb ghr wapas aayi toh apne bhaiyya ki tasveer k saamne jalte us diye ki trh meri andar b kuch jlne lga...

She starts sobbing.....