Rajveer-Naina on dance floor...

Chaahe tum kuchh na kaho maine sun liya..
Ki saathi pyaar ka mujhe chun liya
Chun liya..Maine Sun liya...
Pehla nasha...Pehla khumaar.....
Naya pyaar hai naya intezaar
Kar loon main kya apna haal
Aye dil-e-bekaraar....Mere dil-e-bekaraar
Tu hi bata...

They started swaying with the music! They could hear each other's heart beat. They were literally sticking to each other. Their breaths were fanning each other's face. Everything was looking beautiful at the outer but was shaken n broken from inside.

Udta hi firoon in hawaon mein kahin...
Ya main jhool jaoon in ghataon mein kahin...
Ek kar doon aasmaan zameen...
Kaho yaaron kya karoon kya nahin....
Pehla nasha...Pehla khumaar....

After a few seconds of distraction, he was lost in those big pools. He forgot everything. This was his choice of song... the only song he found romantic since his college days. Since then, he decided to propose her lady love with this song only. And when he was actually dancing with the love of his life, the word Romance was a mere feeling of being cursed! But the best thing about that night was, being their lives completely imbalanced... a complete mess, still the dance was perfect in terms of coordination and chemistry.. well how can it not be so... they were the best student mentor pair... so their coordination and understanding had to be perfect!

FLASHBACK.....

Rajveer : jab tum mujhse itni hi nafrat krti ho... toh ye shadi kyu ki ? Kyun ki Naina???? Kyuuu???

Naina : Shadi mt kahiye isey! Ye sirf ek tamacha hai jo maine apko bina chhuye mara h.. ye vo sazaa hai jo maine apke liye chuni h!

Rajveer: Yeh kaisi sazaa hui Naina. Jitna mujhe pta hai us k hisab se tum ye janti ho ki m tumse pyaa.... (He couldn't complete the line)

Naina : (smirking at him & turning to face against him) exactly! Main janti hu ki ap mere liye kya feel krte hain. Even abhi kuch waqt pehle hi apne khud mujje btaya tha... (her eyes were blood shot n she turns to face him) yahi m chahti thi... yhi mera sabse bada hathiyaar tha capt shekhawat!

Rajveer : tum akhir bolna kya chahti ho?

Naina : apko lgta hoga ki m apko mar kar apke hisse ki saza dungi. Mtlb u know jaisa maine kaha tha (raising her brows)that i ll kill u. But u know what captain... wo sazaa apke liye, sazaa hi nhi hoti. Ap apne guilt k bojh me itne dabey huye ho ki apko vo sazaa nhi... dua lgti... aur m aisa kaise hone de sakti thi? Maine apse shadi ki apko pal pal tadpa saku! Ap jante h jb ap red box k piche, bina apni jaan ki parwaah kiye gye the, tb mujhe ajib lga.. mujje smjh nhi aya... fr mujhe court room me Capt Salve ki baato se sare doubts clear ho gye.... ap sirf mujhe pasand hi nhi krte ya meri parwah hi nhi karte the.... balki

AAP MUJHSE PYAAR KRTE THE..... BALKI PYAAR SE B KUCH ZADA....

Log aksar pyar krte h... par pehli bar maine mehsus kia ki jb b meri baat ati thi....pyaar apke liye bohot chhota word tha, mere liye aap kisi ki jaan le b sakte the.... aur apni jaan de sakte the! Apne mere liye, apni puri life brbad krli.. apna career... apni reputation...apni achievements apne medals... apni zindagi.... Us din mujje apki eklauti KAMZORI pta chali. Khair usse pehle mai apki kmzori ka istemal apko sazaa dene k liye krti, aap already apne aap ko us jeep blast me swaaha kr chuke the...

Her line succeeded with her sarcastic smile, which resulted in a furious Rajveer from outside and broken from inside. But she didn't stop there. She continued....

Naina : Jab ap wapas aaye to mai hairan thi..... bohot hairan.... jaise apko zinda dekhkar meri tuti ummeed k zakhm ko kisi ne fir se ragad dia ho. Mujhe gussa aa raha tha ki kaise ap wapas zinda aagye... aur mere bhayya... mere bhayya ko toh aapne mauka hi nhi dia ki wo wapas bhi aapaate... Us din, jab sab aap se mil rahe the.... khush ho rahe the... sab apko apki dusri zindagi k liye congratulate kr rahe the, us waqt mera mn kr raha tha apki zindagi ko wapas se chhin loon.
Mujhe us waqt apse kisi b tarah ka dikhawa krne ki zarurat nhi thi kunki mai apne bhayya ko begunaah sabit kr chuki thi... pr m apko itna khush nhi dekh pa rahi thi. ... us din jaise mujhe apni saanse hi mehsus hona bnd ho gya tha.... mujhe kuch toh krna tha...wrna m jee nhi pati... aur tabhi maine ek faisla lia.... aur bina zada soche... maine apko mujhse shadi krne k liye keh dia...
Frankly speaking, ye shadi sirf apko ye samjhaane k liye h ki jb apka koi apka apna apka bhrosa todta h toh kya feel hota hai... mai apko pal pal taklif dungi... mai hi apki kamzori hu na??? Aur meri taklif se apko mujhse zada taklif hogi.... to get set ready capt... kunki m apko taklif dene k liye kisi b hadd tk ja sakti hu... kisi bhi! Fir chahe uske liye muje apne aap ko hi kyu na taklif deni pade....
Manti hu m ki apke wajud se nafrat h.... apka mera as paas hona mere andar jaise aag hi lga deta h... pr fr bhi... main janti hu ki yahi tareeka h jis se m apko apke kiye ki sazaa de paungi.... apko b ehsaas hona chahiye ki jo apka sabse Karib hota hai... aur jb vo apko apki dunia ka sabse badaa dhoka deta hai.... zakhm deta hai.... tb kya mehsus hota h....

He realised her anger n her way to take her revenge on him. But what else he sensed was her broken faith on him. He could sense her regret of trusting him. Even in this situation, he was feeling bad for hurting her so mch, which led hr to take this step to ruin his n her life eventually. He understands the fact that by hurting him... by marrying him... she is also hurting herself...

Rajveer : Naina samjhne ki koshish kro... Naveen k sath jo bhi hua... maine jaan bujhkar nhi kia tha.... vo naveen ka faisla tha.... koi ummeed nhi thi... wrna mai aisa bilkul nhi krta Naina.... plz samjhne ki koshish karo ki m janbujhkar kuch nhi kia... plz

He was trying to convince her to understand his situation, though he perfectly knows that it wont work. Little did he know that inspite of convincing her, his statements are going to make her more angry. If its correctly said, she was at the best of her angry avtaar. She was on the verge of exploding the volcano of her frustration and anger.And there she explodes....

Naina : apni bakwas band krdijiye CAPTAIN RAJVEER SINGH SHEKHAWAT .... mai yaha apki bakwaas sunne k liye nahi baithi hu... ap kehna chahte hain ki aapne ye sab Naveen bhayya k kehne par kia???? Really?? Apne aap ko itna bhola dikhakar ap kya sabit krna chahte hain????

Rajveer who was listening to her carefully, was shocked to hear her words. He could hardly understand what she wanted to say.. he looked at her questioningly..

Naina : Kuch samjh nhi aa raha CAPT???

Chaliye ye btaiye ki ap ko sach me lgta h ki ap naveen bhayya ko nhi bacha sakte the??? (After a pause of a few seconds) aap unhe bacha sakte the!(raising her brows) Par tab jab ap chahte!

Rajveer : naina ye sach nhi h....

Naina : oh u really want me to believe this?? Jab aap khud maut k mooh se bach k wapas aa sakte h??? Vo bhi khud k dum par... toh ap naveen bhayya ko kaise nhi bacha paaye?? Apko yad h capt apne mujhse kaha tha ki "maine intelligence me apni puri zindagi bitayi hai... vo log mujhtak kbhi nhi pahunch payenge!" Kyu capt ?? Kaise?? Jb apni baari aayi toh apke pas khud ko bachane k kayi tarike the... but jb bat mere bhai thi tab u hd no other choice but to kill him right then... WHY CAPTAIN??? (she shouted at her loudest)

Rajveer was stunned to hear her explanation and moreover he was ashamed of himself.

Naina : aur kya kaha aapne ki aapne jan bujh kar nhi kia??? Kya nhi kia?? Balki kya kya nhi kia??? (She looked in his eyes directly) Aapne janbujh kar mujhse sach chupaya ki aapne hi mere bhayya ko mara tha?? M pareshan hoti rahi... khud ko kin kin halato me uljhati rahi par aapne nhi btaya... jaan bujhkar taki apki hakikat mere samne na khul jaye!

Rajveer : maine tumhe khud sari hakeekat btayi thi naina.... manta hu maine chupaya tha bt himmat nhi thi... pr fr btaya b tha maine hi.

Naina : oh jst shut ur bloody mouth capt.... apne mujhe khud nhi bataya tha... jb dr ritu ne apko btaya ki vo mujhe ye sach btayengi tb aapne mujhe btaya... agr dr ritu ko sach pta nhi chlta to shayad aap b kbhi mujhe sach nhi btate??? Kya mai jhut bol rahi hu capt???

Rajveer was looking at thr floor to express indirectly that he agrees with what she just said!

Naina : aapne to mere bhai ki akhri wish bhi puri nhi ki... vo tape recorder jo unhone mere liye dia tha... kya apne mujh tk vo pahunchaya??? Nhi capt.... aapne usey b mujhse dur rakha....
Jis case pr ap kayi salo se kaam krne ka dawa kar rahe the usme apko koi progress nahi mili... par jb m us case pr investigate krne pahunchi toh kitna aage badh gyi... pta h kyu captain??? Kyunki aapne kbhi koshish ki hi nhi! Bs dikhawa krte rahe apni dosti ka .... apne efforts ka... aapne bs show off kia captain Shekhawat!
Aapne ek bar b palat kr apne dost k bikhre huye pariwar ki trf dekha? Aapne kbhi jaanne ki koshish ki... ki jiski zindagi apne chhin li h.. us zindagi k sahaare chalne wale log ab kaise jee rahe honge?? Kis halat me honge..? Zinda b honge ya nhi??
Arey apko toh itni bhi sharam nhi aayi ki aapne apni hi protege pr galat nazrein rakhi... shame on you CAPTAIN !
Aapne kbhi socha ki apki in harkato ki wajah se aj tk maine kitna kuch suna h?? Log mujhe capt shekhawat ki personel keep kehte h... unke hisab se apke aur mere bich sirf ek rishta hai... jo ki har rat sirf apke b... bbb ..bedddd... p.. prr.. (her voice choked.she couldn't complete her words)

Rajveer fell down on the floor with a thudddd.... his eyes were flowing continuously.... his jaw muscles were tightened and eyes were blood shot..

Naina : Apne aaj tk ye socha ki jis maa bap se aapne unka beta chhin lia... unhi ki beti se ap shadi krne ja rahe hain, bina unhe unke bete k kaatil ki hakeekat btaye.. apne pehle unse unka beta chhina fr unki beti... pr vo bichaare toh ehsaanmand huye baithe h ki aapne unki beti ko apna lia... sharm nhi aayi apko... apke zameer ne apko gaali nhi di ... oh ha... zameer hota tb na!

Ghinn ati h muje apse.. gunnah aapke aur sazaa srf mujje ....sazaa sirf mujje mili captain.. srf muje.... apne bhayya ko khona... apni family ko beizzat hote dekhna... apni khud k character pr sawal uthte dekhe maine... srf maine... aur ab baari apki h ... ab aap bhugtoge.... bs aap!

Saying this she fell down on the floor.... sobbing and crying and continuous hiccups filling their room.

Rajveer was crying since it all started but right now he was not feeling alive. His guilt was now hundred folds. He wanted to kill himself for giving her immense pain and he was not able to see his own deeds, unable to see his own reality as if she actually slapped him with this hidden truth of his life.

FLASHBACK ENDS....

A lone tear escaped his eyes.. He twirled her and her back was resting on his chest. He did this to hide his tears from her. Then again, his eyes fell on her parents and he again started dancing to make it look normal for their loved ones.

Usne baat ki kuchh aise dhang se.....
Sapne de gaya vo hazaaron range ke....
Usne baat ki kuchh aise dhang se.....
Sapne de gaya vo hazaaron range ke....

He held her firmly and twirled her to come back to her once again. Now he was holding her with both his hands on her waist and she was having her hands around his neck, looking deep into each other's eyes showing immense hatred , love , guilt , frustration and what not!

Reh jaoon jaise main haar ke....
Aur choome vo mujhe pyaar se....
Pehla nasha.....Pehla khumaar....

With this , the song ended and there were being praised by the guests and relatives. Their friends were cheering for them. Everyone was in an aww seeing the heavenly couple. She looked at him, who was already looking at her. She extracted herself from his embrace. Then she went closer to him and kissed his right cheek, to leave a perplexed Rajveer!

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