A/N: if yall wanna imagine lams instead go ahead

but i was thinking about this au im making (learn more about it on Panic! At The Hamilcast) and listening to pretty. odd

and i got an idea

so uh

i guess

anthony is ryan

and lin is brendon

for those yEEMOS like me just a little northern downpour warning :')

also idk if this counts as a spoiler but instead of ryan (anthony) leaving the band, he dies because idk so uh ghost! anthony i guess?¿¿

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Lin laid in his bed, listening to the music him and Anthony made, crying quietly. His love, Anthony Ramos, was found dead in his house the night before. Lin's world shattered. The other members, Oak and Daveed, tried to cheer him up but it never worked.

Anthony was the only one who coukd really make Lin smile.

"Hey moon... please forget to fall down..." Lin sang along quietly, more hot tears slipping down his face.

"Hey moon, don't you go down." he heard Anthony's voice. And not in the music; he actually heard his voice. Lin sat up and looked around, suddenly wide awake. "A-Anthony?" 

No answer.

Lin sighed and laid back down. Must've been his imagination... ghosts aren't even real anyways! (try telling that to ryan bergara hahhaillleavenow)

"You are at the top of my lungs..." there it is again! Lin sat up and felt something against his cheek. It was vaguely cold, but he couldn't see anything there.

"Lin..." Anthony's voice called. Lin looked to where he heard the voice, gasping loudly.

There Anthony was, slightly translucent, standing in front of Lin's bed. He turned off the music and felt tears prick in his eyes.

"An-anthony, how are you here?" Lin's voice broke as he tried not to cry. Anthony smiled.

"I'll always be with you, Lin." 

Lin couldn't hold it in anymore. He broke down into a fit of tears. Anthony crawled onto the bed and pulled Lin into his arms, holding him tight.

"Shh..." Anthony rocked him back and forth softly, Lin sobbed into Anthony's chest.

"I love you, and I miss you!" Lin choked out, clutching Anthony's arm tightly.

"I know, I know... I love you too..."

"Come back to me, please!" Lin begged. Anthony shook hsi head, feeling a bit of tears form in his eyes.

"I'm sorry, Lin. I can't do that. I can stay with you until you fall asleep, though," Anthony attempted to compromise, in which he succeeded. Lin nodded and Anthony let go of him. 

Lin laid down and pulled the blankets over himself. Anthony sat down ontop of Lin, which didn't bother him because of Anthony being a ghost and not really weighing anything. Idk if thats how it works or not whoopsies.

Anthony stroked Lin's hair, watching him slowly fall asleep. Once he knew Lin was in a deep slumber, he planted a soft kiss on his lips.

"See you on the other side, my love."

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A/N: so um yeah

uh idk i kinda wanna make this an actual headcannon type thing for the au

should i?

idk if i should keep it the same where ryan left and everything or if i should use this.

what do yall think?

~T