A/N: the image is unrelated

but

this is a kingdom hearts type au

but it's the organization XIII if y'all know it

so pretty much; the organization XIII is a group of thirteen vessels called 'nobodies,' who don't have hearts. I'm not going too much into the lore because jfc it's long but,,,, the nobody is assigned a number (ex; number II) and they're in order in which they joined.

I'm not putting everyone in it

just a few

superior/number  (xemnas)I: george washingdoor

number VII (saïx): king george (doesn't make much sense but I ship xemnas and saïx,,)

number VIII (axel): awexander hamiwton

number XIII (roxas): gay laurens

number VI (zexion): lafayeet

number IX (demyx): hERCULES MULLIGAN

this is based off when roxas first joined the organization but I don't remember it too well so im kinda just making up a few things whoopsies

also alex is more involved with john on his first day than axel really was with roxas

oh

and everyone in the organization has an x in their name but in this they won't,,,

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"Someone new is arriving today," said our superior from his chair, looking down upon all of us. I slumped in my chair and groaned inwardly. I looked towards the entrance and saw Number VII walking with someone who made something go off in my chest and stomach.

I'm not sure what it is.

Is it a... feeling? But I don't have those. I don't have a heart! None of us do.

Something like fireworks was going off in my stomach as I stared at him. I felt my face heat up when he looked at me and smiled faintly.

"Number XIII, John." said Number I. He started to go on about something but I wasn't paying attention. I was looking at John.

He had curly hair that was tied back. He had beautiful brown eyes and freckles... the fireworks started again. I remember this from my human life... This feeling was love. How, though?

"Number VIII? Alexxxxx?" a gloved hand was waving in front of my face. I looked to see Number VI, Lafayette, waving his hand in front of me.

"Huh?"

"The meeting's over. And Superior wants you to train John," he informed me. I groaned again.

"Why can't he do it?"

"He said he's attending some private business with Number VII," I heard a snicker come from Number IX, Hercules, as he walked past. John was walking my way with a little smile plastered on his lips.

"Alex?" he whispered. I nodded. "Yep, Alex. Got it memorized?" (yes I used axel's catch phrase because fuck you)

"John." he pointed at himself and smiled. I forget that it's his first day. He's going to act like a zombie, he'll barely be able to form a sentence.

"I guess, I give you a tour of the castle?" I rubbed the back of my neck sheepishly.

John stood close by me as we walked around the castle. Our hands kept brushing together and it made that weird thing happen again. My face would heat up and fireworks would go off in my stomach.

What is happening to me?

I'm in need of sea-salt ice cream. I guess I might as well bring John with me.

"Hey, I'm gonna get a little 'icing on the cake,' wanna come with me?" I asked. He cocked his head slightly but his eyes still looked dull.

"What's... that?" John asked. I smiled at him and opened a darkness portal. "I'll show you."

I pulled him through the dark portal to Twilight Town. John had an alarmed expression as he stumbled through the portal.

K so I don't really remember where they get the ice cream from so like im finna skip that

"Here," I said, handing him the ice cream. He looked at it for a minute.

"Well, don't let it melt!" I chuckled. John looked at me.

"Eat it," I shook my head, smiling softly as I took a bite from the ice cream. John licked it cautiously.

"It's... salty..." he mumbled, "...but... sweet."

"It's good, huh?" I sat down on the edge of the clock tower, patting the spot next to me softly. John sat down next to me and took a bite of the ice cream.

I told John more about the other members of the Organization. Soon, I heard him yawn softly and lay his head on my shoulder.

The sun was setting. The sky was painted red, orange and yellow. (I don't really know if they get tired like this because the game has never showed anything like this so um yeah)

I heard soft snoring a few minutes later. I chuckled a bit and picked John up, opening another darkness portal to his room.

I walked in and placed him down on his bed, unzipping his cloak so he didn't wake up too hot and sweaty. I covered him up with the blanket and ruffled his hair softly.

I had a weird urge. I wanted to kiss John's forehead. I've had this feeling before in my human life... It's some form of affection.

"Good night, John." I whispered as I left, closing the door behind me.

I've just met this kid, and I know it's not possible, but he makes me feel like I actually have a heart.

Damn.

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A/N: not really sure what I did here uh yeah

I don't really like this one but oh well

~T