A/N: so this is an assortment of oneshots (9 in total) that are loosely based on songs. 

none of them are hamilton because I dont feel like editting them,,,,,

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One - I dream of a world (Emo The Musical soundtrack) 

[ryden - ryan ross and brendon urie - panic! at the disco]

!warning: fag and suicide¡

Ryan dreamed that one day he'll meet somebody with scars littering their wrists. Somebody who didn't care if he wasn't smiling all the time. He wished for friends.

That's when the a new kid entered the school; Brendon. He was everything Ryan wanted. Ryan felt himself falling in love every second he spent with Brendon.

But one day Ryan went on a breaking point. He decided to tell Brendon that he loved him. So, after school he asked Brendon to meet under the tree behind the school. There was when he confessed his feelings.

"Ew! Fag!" Brendon yelled as he ran. Ryan's world shattered. He cried and cried and cried. There was a rope in his backpack. Ryan had an idea.

Tieing the rope to a tree, Ryan wrapped it around his neck as well. He stood on the bench and counted to three.

He jumped off.

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Two - Sober Up (AJR)

[frerard - frank iero and gerard way - my chemical romance]

Frank, 

Are you missing me? I hope so. I miss you. Heh, the last time I saw you was in second grade. 

I've been getting drunk a lot. I was writing to ask; 

Would you help me sober up? 

I had a rough time growing and you know that. And everyone around me got drunk so I believed it would help with emotional pain. I found out quickly that it doesn't help. But it's an addiction. 

I wanna feel something again. I'm numb. Please. 

-Gerard

/

Three - Safe With Me (Emo The Musical)

[akuroku - axel/akuseru and roxas/rokusasu - kingdom hearts]

"Are you going to... try anything with me?" the blonde asked. Axel chuckled and shook his head. 

"No. You're safe with me. I hardly even have a sexual education," they both laughed at that, "And I'd never try anything without your okay." Axel cupped Roxas' cheek. They stared in each others eyes for a moment before they both leaned in. 

Their lips met and at that moment Axel knew he found his true love. Fireworks were going off in his stomach as well as butterflies. The kiss was short-lived but still felt amazing.

"I think I love you." Roxas whispered.

"I think I love you, too," Axel chuckled before planting another kiss on the smaller's lips. 

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Four - Bohemian Rhapsody (Panic! At The Disco version)

[sasunaru -sasuke uchiha and naruto uzumaki - naruto]

"Let's get this over with." I sighed. The man I was supposed to kill was already on the floor. Might as well get it over with. There's something very familiar about this boy, though.

"Please, spare me..." my eyes widened. That voice... Memories flashed through my mind.

Naruto Uzumaki... My childhood best friend... And crush. I don't want to kill him.

But I have to.

It's my job.

I sighed.

"I'm sorry, Naruto. But before I kill you, I have to let you know, I've loved you ever since we were kids. Goodbye," I pressed my gun against his head and pulled the trigger. It was done.

He's gone.

I started sobbing.

"I'm so sorry..."

/

Five - B.F.F (Frank Iero)

(byler - will byers and mike wheeler - stranger things]

Mike and Will had been best friends since the beginning of kindergarten. They were in middle school now. Throughout the years, though, Will has found himself falling for Mike. Of course, he couldn't tell him. No, that'd ruin the relationship.

But for some reason, Mike has been more irresistible than usual. Will has found himself staring constantly. The only solution is to try and avoid him.

So that's what Will did. For a week Will avoided Mike as well as he could. Mike hadn't been too suspicious. There may have been family problems. But Lucas and Dustin were starting to get very suspicious. Will didn't usually avoid Mike for more than a day.

Lucas planned to confront Will about this. He brought Dustin and Mike along with him of course. The only place Will couldn't avoid them was in his own house.

Walking up to his house and knocking a few times, Will's mother, Joyce, answered.

"Hello boys, what do you need?" she asked.

"We'd like to see Will.." Mike answered before Lucas could.

"He's in his room." Joyce smiled and let them in. They walked down the hall and into Will's room, not even knocking before barging in.

"Alright, Will. Why have you been avoiding Mike?" Dustin immediately said. Will looked surprised.

"I-I have no idea wh-"

"Don't lie, Will!"

"Okay, fine. I love Mike, okay?" I love him so much it hurts..." Will was pouring his heart out. Dustin and Lucas stood there a little confused on how to feel, but Mike knew exactly what to do.

He approached Will and placed a hand on his cheek.

"I love you too." Mike closed the gap between them. 

/

Six - If You Can't Hang (Sleeping With Sirens) 

[joshler - josh dun and tyler joseph - twenty one pilots]

At seventeen, I met a girl named Brooke. I thought she meant everything to me. But turns out, she was just a cheat. 

"Okay, I knew this would happen. But before you go," I sighed, "If you can't hang, there's the door."

She rolled her eyes and walked away. "Bye, Tyler." 

I flopped on my bed and cried for hours.

Ever since that day, I hated love. I didn't want anything to do with it. 

But then came in Josh Dun. Now I knew he was the one. So I gave him everything. And he did the same to me. 

"Baby, please be mine. I love you." I said. 

"I love you, too, Tyler,"

/

Seven - LA Devotee (Panic! At The Disco)

[peterick - pete wentz and patrick stump - fall out boy]

They had the time of their lives. In California, everything was so cool for them. Especially because they had never been anywhere else. Going to beaches, casinos, drinking white wine in the blushing light, occasionally meeting their favorite celebrities.

Everything was perfect.

And it became even better.

"I have something to ask you.." Pete muttered and got on one knee. Patrick gasped.

"Babe, you make me so happy. I love you. I've cherished these moments we've had together. And well, I'm not that great at being very sappy," he chuckled, "so I'm going to get right to the point." Pete pulled out a tiny box from his pocket and opened it.

"Patrick Martin Vaughn Stump, will you marry me?" Patrick was now crying. He nodded. Pete smiled brightly and stood up, immediately being kissed by Patrick. Around them were cheers, and a few booing, but they didn't care.

They were in love. 

/

Eight - Miss Jackson (Panic! At The Disco)

[bits of drarry but mostly rarry - draco malfoy and harry potter / ron weasley and harry potter - harry potter]

Betrayal is what it was.

"Its not going to work, Harry. Plus we're both boys. People are going to make fun of us. Let's just continue hating each other without having a relationship to hide." he told me before leaving. Naturally, I cried a lot. I thought I loved Draco and I thought he truly loved me. But no.

But then my best mate, Ron, comforted me. He's always been with me. Always.

"Harry, I know you just had a bad breakup, but can I try something?" Ron asked nervously. I nodded. He grabbed my hand and cupped my cheek. He leaned in and kissed me.

I was shocked but kissed back. I felt a spark. Something I've never felt with Draco. After a few more seconds of bliss, Ron pulled away.

"Harry, I-" he started but I cut him off with another kiss. It still felt amazing. Maybe he was the one. But he might be like Draco... I want to believe that he won't be but...

"Ron, I think there's something between us... But I dont want to rush into anything..." I hesitated, "I want to try something but... I don't want to make anything official, okay?"

He just nodded and smiled. "Can we lay down and.... c-cuddle for a little bit?" his face turned really red. I giggled and nodded, pulling him down onto my bed with me. 

/

Nine - Nicotine (Panic! At The Disco)

[trohley - joe trohman and andy hurley - fall out boy]

He lit a cigarette and took a hit, sighing softly. Andy came out and wrapped arms around his waist.

"Hey, why don't we go in and get a little... Freaky..." He giggled, but Joe didn't. Joe shook his head and pryed himself from Andy's grip.

"How about we don't?" Joe said with a stern voice. Andy looked at him confused.

"What do y-"

"I know what you're doing when you're 'caught up at work'! Don't act like you have no idea what I'm talking about. You're just a lying cheat."

Andy sighed.

"Fine, you caught me. I have been cheating."

"We can't continue this. It hurts me too much. I love you, but we'll have to break up. So go get your things and leave. Please." Joe said, his voice breaking. Andy nodded.

Before Andy left, however, he stopped in front of Joe.

"You know, I love you too. But I'm not in love with you. I had no idea how to tell you, and why I cheated instead I have no idea. I'm sorry, Joe."

And he was gone. 

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A/N: there's literally no hamilton at all in here whoops,,,, 

but that's because I wrote this all before I liked hamilton soo,,,,

also this has a lot of word lmao

~T