『 Breakdown 』
Y'all thought I'm done with angst? HA- NAH BRUH-
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Colle quickly ran inside of the room and slammed the door behind him, leaning on it and soon sliding to the ground. He brought his hands over his head, clenching some chunks of his hair as he brought his knees near his chest. He shut his eyes closed, mumbling out soft yet scared words as he was shaking on the wooden floor.
" I can't.. no... please.. I just wanted.. to talk to them... "
He was having another panic attack, the feeling of seeing his friends hurt always come back to his mind whenever they come to his view. It was haunting him for a while after the encounter of Dread Steve, he would often panic of the feeling of hurting someone and its never a good feeling for him.
He cried more and more until he lays on the ground, shaking violently and cried even more. More whispers came and flooded his head, getting louder and louder every second that passed. His mouth felt sore after mumbling, he sniffled from crying and his head began to hurt. The thoughts of him being everyone's problem came in, making him cry even more louder.
Footsteps were heard and got closer. Colle tried to open his eyes but his vision got blurry from the tears he was crying.
" COLLE?! "
The footsteps gotten even more louder before Colle could see a familiar black shoes running towards him. The figure kneeled down in front of the Red Steve, Colle looked up to see who it is. Despite his vision still blurry, he can still recognize that aquatic blue hair along with a cyan halo glow above their head. It was Seer.
Seer brought Colle to his chest and tried to calm him down, brushing his crimson colored hair as well whispering soft words to him. " It's okay Colle, I'm here.... just breathe... " Seer patted the Red Steve's back who suddenly clinged on him, silently sobbing on his chest as he tried to ignore his thoughts.
For once in his life he felt he was like taken away from reality, but from after Seer taking him in for a hug he knew he was still there. He couldn't bear the feeling of being alone, left behind and forgotten from everyone. Being blamed by everyone, and letting them down was something he didn't want to do. He wanted to protect everyone even if it costs his life, overwork himself to show his Boss some worth in him.
" Shh... It's okay Colle, I'm here... just breathe. "
Seer rubbed circles on Colle's back, shushing him sweetly as he still tries to calm him down. Colle was still shaking, still hearing voices in his head and he was mumbling out words. It took some time before Colle calmed down with his breathing, though he was still clinging on the Blue Steve.
" S-sorry..... "
" Its okay Colle, at least you calmed down. Though I never thought you would have a panic attack that would result something like that. Does this happen often to you? "
Colle looked away for a moment " N-no... " He laid on The Blue Steve's chest and closed his eyes. hearing Seer's heartbeat made him feel safe, the voices in his head was gone and he was back from reality. " Tired... " Colle muttered out before passing out on Seer's hold
The Blue Steve held his friend there for a second and looked at him. The Red Steve hag dark bags under his eyes and was sweating a bit, his breathing went normal as well with his shaking leaving. Seer sighed and picked up the Red Steve and walked up stairs to place him on his respective room and bed.
Seer tucked his friend on the bed and looked at him once again. " Never thought Dread made him go through this. This became much worst than I thought... " Seer brushed Colle's hair a bit, seeing a soft calming expression on the Red Steve's face. He stood up and left the room and closed it. It was still surprising how he saw Colle in a panic attack.
He've seen Colle stressed a couple of times but something like that was new to him. He was glad that he was able to calm Colle down before anything bad happens, dealing with someone with a panic attack is hard.
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I honestly wanted to write angst again since its been a while, yea Colle angst case I love him-
Might be posting a bit, but still, right now I'm focused mainly on my AU book cause I don't want to forget the information I had on them-
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