Namjoon came out of the bathroom half an hour later clearly exhausted and needy. He really wanted him but wouldn't push his mate to do anything. He laid down in their bed looking at Jungkook's face. The alpha had his eyes closed but was awake and the omega knew it.

Namjoon sniffled a tiny bit and snuggled into his chest fitting his head perfectly under his chin and sighing softly at being so close to him. Jungkook wrapped his arms around him and placed a gently kiss on his head "I'm sorry" he whispered into his hair.

Joon didn't say anything and just held onto him tighter his fist clamping down on his shirt. It didn't matter to him anymore. He was just sad and uncomfortable. "It's starting to hurt" He said in a tiny whimper.

"I can't" Jungkook replied nearly silently into his hair. He just couldn't bring himself to do that when he could quite possibly be having an affair baby he didn't know about.

Namjoon rubbed his eyes red and shifted to turn over so he could roll off the bed. He got onto his knees and started searching for his things. "What are you doing?" The alpha asked using his thumb to wipe under his eyes.

"I'm not just going to sit in bed and cry because I'm in heat" he said softly grabbing his box of fun things and standing up. "I'm going to read my book in the living room for a bit" he said walking out of the room and shutting the door leaving the young alpha in his thoughts feeling like a complete asshole.

He hugged Joons pillow again and cried thinking about how much harder it had been to make things work. He suddenly got a headache and knew it was from tension and the crying. Tiptoeing down the hallway he went into the bathroom and got the pills out and took a couple.

"Hey Hobi what's up?"

Jungkook froze listening to Namjoon speak. He heard the creak of their door and pressed his ear to the bathroom door. Why was Hoseok over?

"Nothing much, just dropped by to see if you guys wanted to go out I am bored, but I can tell you're clearly about to be busy" he chuckled "I guess I'll be going"

"No wait you can hang out here I'm just gonna be watching a movie. Kookie is sleeping right now" Namjoon said quietly.

"Um if you're sure" Hobi said stepping into the house. Jungkook could hear the door shut and bit his lip. His own stupid insecurities always getting the best of him because he knew neither one of them would do that to him. Of course Joon wouldn't do anything with his friends. Instead of walking out of the bathroom and alerting them that he was awake he climbed into the bathtub and laid down listening to them. It made him feel like a creep but it made him feel better.

"So why isn't Jungkook with you right now? That seems a little strange since you're in heat" Hoseok commented sounding like he was trying to hold his breath.

Jungkook inhaled a sharp breath and closed his eyes. He heard Nams chuckle softly "Its not been the most happy at the moment with everything going on. Ive just seemed to cause more issues. I don't think I would have given myself a chance. I don't know why Kook did" he mumbled.

"That's ridiculous who would regret choosing you. You're like a whole ass catch" he hyped up his friend.

"I was a stripper with two kids and no baby daddy until my baby daddy showed up and decided to cause problems" he explained giggling. Hoseok was probably demonstrating his pole dancing moves.

"So you are just more flexible and fun in bed" he teased.

"How would you know? Strippers don't have sex with clients" he laughed.

"Well in the movies" he started like he knew everything.

"Movies are shit. Nobody in my club slept with anyone for money" he cleared out.

"Dang no fun but at least you are flexible" he chimes up.

"Used to be after min I've not been in the same body...do you think that's why Kook hasn't been around me as much? Has he said anything"

"Of course not you're still so hot" Hoseok laughed "What about me? Im practically an old man?"

Jungkook covered his face with his hands and rubbed hard. He stood up and walked out of the bathroom straight to their sons bedroom not giving a single fuck of the two in the living room heard him. He laid down on the boy's shared queen bed and held their pillows crying into them. He wished they were here because they would hug him and would say "daddy don't cry"

He didn't know when or how long but he fell asleep and woke up in the same bed under Jins turtle blanket. He looked at his watch dreading today since it was his day off. He stayed in his boys room as long as he could before going back to the bathroom.

When he got out he saw Namjoon fully dressed staring at him as he leaned against their wall with his arms crossed. "What?" He asked quietly noting the sweat dotting the omegas head. The way he bit his lip. His tense posture and of course his scent.

"You slept in the boys room last night" he said softly. 

"I thought you were mad at me so I slept there so you could have the bed" he told him.

"Well I'm going out for breakfast" he said looking towards the door "Hobi and Jiminie invited me"

Jungkook felt rather hurt that he wasn't invited but more worried that they invited an omega out in public while in heat. "You can't go. You're in heat" he said as if it were obvious.

"I can do what I want" he defended.

"No please. Stay here. We can cuddle or something" he persuaded him softly clutching his hands "I don't want you getting hurt out there or any alphas trying to take advantage of you" he meekly said with the softest eyes he had.

Namjoon sighed in annoyance looking at the wall a moment before looking back at him. "Fine, but then you have to make breakfast" he said taking his hands away and crossing his arms "in bed and you have to sit and eat with me"

"Deal" he said pecking his lips and going to the kitchen to start breakfast.