It had been some weeks since his heat. Jungkook still had yet to touch him. Jungkook was in the living room holding out his hands and letting Minsu use his hands as he learned to walk. The pups legs wobbled around as he attempted to hold himself up on his hands.

Namjoon was sitting on the couch as he flipped through the mail when he got a strange letter addressed to Jungkook. He opened it since they both didn't care much about mail and then he sat there looking at the paper with shock... it was a paternity test. Below it was a phone number and the name of Jungkook's ex.

He bit his lip and looked at Kookie giggling with their son as he tried to walk by himself but was unable to. "Kookie...I need you to look at this" he said sitting on the couch in front of him. Their older boys were in their bedroom and Min was too young to understand anything. So Jungkook just raised an eyebrow.

"What's up buttercup?" He grinned cheekily.

"She sent a paternity test" he said without hesitation or emotion. "What are we gonna do?" He asked. "The boys are having their first supervised visit this weekend and you're having another kid" he said as his anxiety bubbled up as he rung his hands. He really really wanted to trust that Jungkook didn't sleep with her.

Jungkook sat there a moment in silence his good mood diminishing as he picked up Min and kissed his head as he looked at the floor. "I didn't" Jungkook said biting his tongue and turning away from his mate. "I didn't do it."

Namjoon sighed softly putting his face into his hands. "I believe you" he said softly as a few tears collecting in the corners of his eyes. "But..."

Jungkook scooted over to the omega and laid his head in Joon's lap while holding the pup. "I love you" he murmured.

"I love you too" Namjoon said holding his head.

"We can't leave that baby with her" The alpha said after a moment "If its mine"

"I don't think I could look at it and love it" the older said honestly. Glancing down at him with this look of uncertainty.

"All we can do is try" Kook said softly.

"Don't" Namjoon said his voice getting pitchy. "Don't do something that will wreck us"

"I love Baek and Jin like mine why would it be different" he asked.

"It was different because you knew about them upfront. You chose them. I did not choose to raise another omegas child because you wanted to get your dick wet" he snapped almost viciously "I won't let them near by babies"

"Daddy! Jin ate a cricket!" Baek screeched from their bedroom.

"We will talk about this later" Jungkook glared at him his own jaw set in challenge at the tone the omega used. "You do not control this whole household"

•••

Jungkook laid on his bed yawning softly as all three pups were nestled into him. Joon had gone out grocery shopping with Tae and left him with the boys. He didn't mind though because that meant bedtime for all of them. He snuggled into the twins and baby closing his eyes and falling into a peaceful dreamland before he heard the doorbell.

He groaned internally and got up careful to put Minsu in the middle of the bed with protective pillows around him. The two pups slept like logs so he didn't worry too much as he went to the door. He pushed it open just a crack to see Hobi standing there with a bag of food.

He pulled the door open and smiled awkwardly. "Um hey" he said letting him in. "Is Joon here?" Hoseok asked walking into the living room and putting the bag of food down.

"No he is with Tae shopping" he said following him and sitting down on the couch. "What brings you over?"

"Just thought I would bring some dinner by because I know its been kinda tough for you two" he said kindly as he sat down on the chair and smiled. "How have things been in bed?" He asked.

"Bro thats so weird to ask" he groaned laying back and sighing.

Hoseok chuckled "just asking because you seem so tense" he said teasingly. "But come on you can tell me" he said.

"Well it's not been. We haven't done anything in a while" he admitted "and it's not because of the kids we just...It's me I just. I can't... ya know. Preform" he admitted embarrassingly as he looked towards the ground.

"Maybe you two should get a little kinky" he suggested with a light chuckle "that's what Jimin and I do"

Jungkook shrugged "does Joon talk to you about us?" He asked almost meekly unsure if he should ask such a question.

"Sometimes. He's been feeling pretty lonely lately" he said looking at his watch.

Jungkook bit his lip and nodded looking at his lap. "I know"

After a couple minutes of silence Hoseok left with a shoulder pat. He sat there until Namjoon came back. He listened to him go into the kitchen and start putting the the food away silently.

Jungkook stood up walking into the kitchen and watched him a moment before Joon realized he was being watched. "Oh hey" he said putting the fruit in the basket.

"I just want to let you know if that pup is truly mine. I will get at least some sort of custody. You will not stop me from that" he told him firmly.

"better get a hotel when you do. For me or for you while you have it" he snapped placing the cereal in a spot the older boys could reach.

"I will not. This is my house too" he said firmly "Don't try to make it harder than it needs to be" he told him "I love you. I love the boys. I love our pup. And I wont let mine suffer without a parent as your boys did for so long"

"Do not compare her situation to me" Namjoon nearly shouted "Don't you fucking do it. I went through hell with their father. Don't fucking compare this. Your mother is taking care of her. I had no one. I sold myself to keep up with the bills. She just had to cry to mommy" he said jabbing a finger at him.

"If it is my pup it will be coming home with me. That is final. I am the alpha" he said firmly.

"You will not" Namjoon walked him back against the wall glaring directly at him. "You will not do that"

"Don't tell me what I can and can't do" Jungkook shouted.

"I'll leave" Namjoon threatened his brows furrowed. Jungkook felt the air leave his lungs but the anger fueled him.

"Not with my son" he said "You take yours but you will leave mine" he said letting the omega back him into the wall.

Namjoon looked at him like he had been slapped. He stepped back and went back to putting the groceries up. "Namjoon" Jungkook said softly "can we have a productive conversation"

"I think it was very productive" he said shortly walking around him into the living room picking up toys that were thrown about. "You want that pup more than us. Not much more to it"

"I want you to just be rational about it" Jungkook said "I obviously didn't consent to whatever happened if it actually is mine. So don't blame it"

"I will blame it as the product of what happened. Why would you even want it around to just remind you. If it was me I wouldn't even look at it. I would give it away. Better to not think about it" he said much calmer.

"come here" Jungkook called softly from the doorway. "lets just talk about this after we know if the pup really is mine or not"

"Why would I come to you?" Namjoon asked looking at him fiercely "there is no reason for me to"

"I just want to love you" he said opening his arms.

"I haven't been feeling loved in a while" Namjoon said looking over his shoulder "I feel like we have been just going though the actions. I have tried but you are distant. Don't touch me unless I initiate it. I am tired of this" he started to cry.

"Oh my god are you seriously going to cry because I didn't fuck you? Oh my fucking god" he groaned sinking to the ground. "Why don't you ask your friends how to fix that too?"

"You're just being mean. They were just trying to help" he rubbed his eyes.

"Hoseok was here today to tell me to be kinky" he snapped "That's weird as fuck"

"That's Hobi he was just trying to be hopeful" he defended his friend.

"Is that why you're reading all those trashy novels? To feel better? Did you learn anything?" he asked. Namjoon cried harder cheeks red he just liked reading romance. "If you want me to fuck you so bad get undressed. I'll fucking do it" he said looking at him "I'll prove that I still love you but that's fucking shallow to chalk up our relationship to if we fuck or not" he said crawling towards him.

Namjoon let the alpha lay him on his back as he hiccupped with wet cheeks as the alpha kissed at his neck. "Stop" he sniffed. The younger laid his head against his chest listening to the omega sniffled. Namjoon held him tightly right in his chest "I don't want this to be what I remember in the future"

"what do you want to remember?" he asked him letting the omega pull him down.

"I want to remember my alpha thinking about his family at home that he already has" he whispered.

"I always will choose you Joon. I'm simply asking you to just give me trust" he said softly.

"You always seem to screw that up" he chuckled a tiny bit "You don't really have any left"

"I know" Jungkook laughed "I'll make it up to you I promise"