i am not pretty.
i am not beautiful.
i am as RADIANT as the sun.

i. remember when we swam in the ocean?
now we know what's deep inside
remember when we ran in the open?
now we know what's in the wild.
-garden of eden : dua lipa

ii. i heard a whisper on my shoulder
pretending life is worth the fight
o, can you hear the song of thunder
when fear strangles a soldier's pride?
-the other side : woodkid

iii. feel the fury closing in
all resistance wearing thin
nowhere to run from all of this havoc
nowhere to hide from all of this madness.
-madness : ruelle

iv. tell me which one is worse,
living or dying first
sleeping inside a hearse
i don't dream.
-you should see me in a crown : billie eilish

v. i used to be a darling starlet
like a centerpiece, had the whole world
wrapped around my ring
i flew too closely to the sun
that's setting in the east
and now i'm melting from my wings.
-angel on fire : halsey

vi. just one more time before i go
i'll let you know
that all this time i've been afraid
wouldn't let it show.
-battle cry : imagine dragons

vii. there's a fire inside of my bed
made of coals that i deeply regret
oh, you left me burning with the embers
and i barely made it out alive.
-come back for me : jaymes young

viii. all this time you thought you had me down
sure you had snuffed me out
undermined, you made me come undone
i was your smoking gun
-ember : katherine mcnamara

ix. truth gonna come out, someday
it's gonna wipe that smile right off your face
but you can run.
-you can run : adam jones

x. had to lose my way
to know which road to take
trouble found me
all i look forward
washed away by a wave
-roots : imagine dragons

xi. and when you start to feel the rush
a crimson headache, aching blush
and you surrender to the touch, you'll know
i can put on a show, i can put on a show
don't you see what you're finding?
-heaven in hiding : halsey

xii. and i fall, fall, fall, when it all comes down
and i won't be crushed by the weight of this town
i fall from the sky but i won't fall forever
i fall but when i rise i'll be stronger than ever
-stronger than ever : raleigh ritchie

xiii. echoes of the shots ring out
we may be the first to fall
everything could stay the same
or we could change it all.
-meet me on the battlefield : svrcina

xiv. so are you happy now?
you got exactly what you wanted
you try to break me down
destroy me piece by piece
-gone : beth crowley

xv. we never sleep, we keep the blood pumpin' through our veins
we always meet the fear head-on where the shadows lay
-save this city : zayde wolf

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