Kiara's POV:

"Kiss me Kar, please", Dean begs once more.

After this confession and all the pain on Dean's face, I can't help but lean in to kiss him. His strong arms pull me tighter against his chest while our kiss deepens. The way he kisses me feels like he's afraid to be on the verge of losing me.

Tasting him is so addicting. No matter how angry I am I will always want more of Dean. And right now I understand his pain, understand why he doesn't want me near Logan so I'm fine with that. We still have all the other issues, but this is one pain I can ease right now.

A deep groan escapes Dean's chest when I start nibbling, kissing and sucking his neck.

"Fuck Kar, you have no idea how good that feels", his voice ever so husky.

I'm going to take his mind off things for tonight, no matter what else is haunting him at the moment. Slowly I start unbuttoning his shirt and trail kisses along his bare chest, the further I unbutton his shirt, the further down my kisses trail.

"Kar", Dean breathes while I reach his navel.

Dropping down to my knees, I start to unbuckle his belt and opening his pants. While Dean's breath is accelerating he leans against the wall behind him. Once I've freed his dick from his pants and boxers, I clutch his dick with my hands and my tongue simply swirls around his tip, teasing that sensitive band right underneath licking his pre-cum away.

"Don't tease me", Dean moans desperate, causing me to smile and just taking in his tip between my lips, just sucking and playing his tip.

"Fuck! Please Kar, you're killing me", he groans as my teeth graze very gently over his sensitive skin.

"You want more?" My eyes are concentrating on his face. His clenched jaws showing me how much he is trying to hold back.

"Jesus, yes Kar. I need more", he moans as my hand pumps him slightly.

My hand moves down to the base and I start bobbing my head, taking him fully into my mouth. Tasting every inch of him, while my tongue and lips move up and down that silky skin. My cheeks hollow as I suck him faster and harder.

Seeing the sensation written on his face the ache between my own legs grows. My free hand slips to my clit and I start caressing myself through the thin fabric of my thong. Dean's eyes widen as soon as he sees that.

"Fuck you have no idea, how damn hot that is", he groans while clutching his hands into my hair. "I want you to match the speed, of caressing yourself to sucking me off", he demands. "But don't dare finish yourself, I want to do that."

His hands in my hair showing me the pace he wants. I do es I'm told, everytime I moan against his dick, Dean's grip tightens in my hair. We speed up and Dean's moans fill the air. "Stop touching yourself now", he demands again and although the ache of wanting to finish is intense I stop. I know he is damn close and he's the one who wants to finish me.

Instead I increase the speed on him and everytime he bottoms out he groans loudly, his muscles are all tense and his hands in my hair are trembling. While his hips jerk forwards, thrusting deeper into my mouth.

"Shit", he curses while his dick starts throbbing in my mouth and I start swallowing his cum.

With in next to no time I'm pinned against the wall again. Dean's lips crash down on mine, as if he was starving. His t-shirt I am wearing is lifted over my head and tossed away. "Sorry", he mumbles against my neck as his hands shred my thong, tearing it off me. My breasts ache for him as soon as he's nearing them, my nipples already hardend. I swear he could make me come just with his tongue going down on my nipples.

His head roams further down and my panting gets harder with every kiss and suck. As soon as he's on his knees, he lifts my left leg over his shoulder and kisses the inner side of my thigh.

"No teasing please", I beg just like he did only a short while ago. I feel him smirk against my skin.

"You want me to lick you? Eat you out until you're puty in my hands Kar?", he asks looking up at me.

"Yes please", I moan and he does. His tongue latches down on me and all I can do is cry out while clenching my hands into his hair. Dean's greedy mouth and tongue treating my clit while two fingers thrust into me, curling his fingers slightly to reach my G-spot.

"That's it Kar, he moans", jeez he's stroking himself now too, shit this is really hot. "Come for me, show me I'm the only one."

He keeps it going until I'm only a shaking mess who's crying out his name over and over again.

The night is damn long and I know my bones and muscles are going to ache all day during work, but it's so worth it. Dean's endurance is unbelievable and once I fall asleep in his arms I'm nearly sure not being able to move one single muscle anymore.

"I love you Kar", Dean whispers against my hair, just as I'm slipping away.

"Love you", did I even speak it out loud? Or was it just in my thoughts?

The next morning Dean and I have a shower together again for the first time in two weeks during the week. My heart feels at ease the way Dean is soft and loving all during the morning. Today we even take a ride to work together again and my heart flutters as we walk down the hall with our fingers intertwined and Dean kisses me goodbye at my door.

Just as I'm about to step into my office, Dean pulls me back into his arms. "I love you Kar. I love you so damn much", and he kisses me passionately once more.

My work seems to flow much easier after last night and this morning. Nadine keeps glaring at me all during the lunch break, but I don't care. Dean pulled me on to his lap and I have the feeling he's finally showing her there's no chance for her.

In the evening no surprise, Dean can't make it home with me. Just as I'm making myself some fried rice/ vegetable pan, Tyler turns up. I tell the porter to send him up.

"Hey", I say with a huge smile on my face. I'm so glad to see Tyler, this is the first time after Dean broke his nose and him being here gives me hope it's not all messed up.

"Hey Beautiful", he beams back at me, pulling me in for a hug.

Once I've drawn back, his eyes as always roam down my body and he clears his throat when he starts speaking. "Guess I should have called a little earlier", fuck I've totally forgotten I'm wearing nothing but a long t-shirt from Dean. Which has become my lounge and sleeping wear.

"Shit", I mutter while blushing like crazy. "I'll be right back."

I quickly get changed into at least sweat shorts and a tank top. "Ehm I think you burnt your food, I turned the gas off", Tyler laughs while motioning to my black rice. "But hey there was no nead to change for me. Besides your thong not showing through the white t-shirt anymore, it's not like I'm seeing less skin right now. Those awesome legs, tits and now even ass are still well to be seen."

"Shut it Ty, or I might just break that nose once more myself", only causing a rumbling laugh from him.

"Even that sounds hot from you", he laughs. "But before I get myself killed, where's your man? I wanted to come and see if he's finally calmed down and sort things out."

"He's working as always", I roll my eyes dramatically.

"Pizza?", Tyler asks. I know it's a distraction and I give him a thankful nod. Yes, some carbs smothered with cheese is what I need right now.

Waiting for our pizza Tyler and I talk. He isn't mad at Dean about the broken nose, he's simply worried. Guess Tyler really is the best kind of friend Dean could wish for. I tell him a bit about how the last two weeks have been and our argument yesterday.

"But you guys are ok again now?"

"Dean's still stressed out as you can see. But for the first time in weeks he wasn't a total ass this morning. Well actually he was like before all of this drama. Guess that is some kind of progress."

Tyler nods and we talk about random shit. Even after we've long eaten our pizza, Tyler and I just keep talking. We laugh a lot about childhood stories he tells me about the four of them. Dean, Tyler, Nick and Chris have always stuck together and been into all kinds of shit. He tells me about the first embarrassing girl experiences they all had and I can't help but laugh.

"Listen there's a bro code, to never tell a girl anything about this shit. So never mention this to anyone you hear me? Because I'll be dead to them, or they'll literally plot on me and kill me."

"Promise", I chuckle just as my phone buzzes.

I smile as soon as I see Dean's name pop up on my screen, that's until I open his message and my whole face drops.

Hey Honey, just so you won't worry for a change. I'm at Tyler's for a couple of beers will be late. Love you

My hands clasp accross my mouth as tears start rolling down my face.

"Hey what's wrong?", Tyler scoots closer, cupping my face worried. I simply hand my phone over to him. Only seconds later his own phone buzzes.

"Fucking bastard", Tyler curses and shows me his very own phone.

Hey Bro need your help, if Kiara asks I'm at your place for some beers

Loud sobs now escape my mouth. "I'm so sorry Kiara, I have no idea what this idiot is thinking. But you definitely deserve better than that." Tyler pulls me close and lets me cry on his shoulders until I'm totally exhausted.

Tyler even carries me into bed just before midnight. "You sure I'm not to stay? I could sleep on the couch, or I could take you with me. You don't have to be alone." The worried expression is written all over his face.

"I just need some alone time, to deal with what ever this means", is all I can answer before the first tears start falling down my face again.

"Ok Beautiful, even if I hate to leave you like this, I understand. Call me if you do decide any different. I'm here for you, ok?"

"Thanks Ty and sorry for ruining your evening."

"Anytime Beautiful and you didn't ruin it, he did", he leaves a soft kiss on my forehead before leaving.

Even if I don't want to cry anymore, I can't help but sob endlessly into my pillow.

At just gone 2am I hear him stumbling up the stairs and I get myself prepared for a huge argument. It's not the first time in the last couple of weeks that I've slept in my bed but Dean has always come over and laid himself into my bed as soon as he found his empty.

My heart shatters even more when I realize he's not coming across today. Even if it seems my tears should have dried out by the amount I've already shed tonight, I do tear up again. I muffle my load hoarse sobs with the pillow and cry until my body gives into a restless sleep with nightmares.

In the early morning I wake up to my bed dipping in and a whisper against my skin. "I'm so sorry Kar, for everything that I have done to you. I love you, I always will. You have to believe me I really do."

Dean cups my face, pulls me against him and gives me one long desperate deep kiss. A kiss that feels like pain, remorse, love and so much more. In my dazed mind, I go along give into the kiss. Heavy breathing Dean pulls away from me and when I open my eyes he's gone. If it wasn't for his cologne in the air, I'd think it was a dream. Immediately tears start pooling in my eyes again.

Once I'm showered and dressed there's no trace from Dean in the apartment. It's too late for him to be in the gym, which means he's already left for work.

I tried to cover my puffy eyes as well as I could with a concealer, but by the look on everyone's faces when I reach the office, it tells me I didn't do a good job. Entering my office I'm close to killing that blond bitch smiling at me, while sitting in front of my desk. Ignore her I tell myself, I can't lose my shit now.

With a smirk she pushes a magazine across the table in the direction I've just seated myself.

"Seen todays news?", she questions with a mean smirk on her face.

As soon as my face drops to what I see, she stands up. "Told you, you never had a chance and I always get what I want", with that she leaves the office.

The title says: Lost love back together

And underneath is a photo of Nadine sitting on Dean's lap while kissing him. The photo seems to have been taken at some pub and I know it's exactly what he was wearing yesterday.

I quickly hide behind my desk, sinking down to the floor crying uncontrolably. If I thought Brad crushed my heart, it's nothing to what I feel right now.

A/N: My heart is breaking for Kiara at the moment. It was hard for me to write this chapter. The original chapter was so long, hope you don't mind the split into two shorter chapters again.

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