Kiara's POV:

As soon as I speed up, the adrenaline I need so much kicks in. If anyone tells you this rush of adrenaline isn't addicting, they are lying. Even if there would be no money to win, I'd do it. I live for these moments and the kick. Well and all the other feelings, that come with it.

Even the two fighting guys couldn't prevent me, living this dream of mine. For a moment I worried they'd distract me too much, but honestly those two dickheads can sort it out for themselves.

I got this shit, there's only one driver out here tonight who is near my level. Most of the guys here haven't been as long in this as I have and they always underestimate the girl. In the end it's nearly disappointing how easy it was to win.

I step out of my car and enjoy the cheering crowd, even if it's nothing in comparison to the actual race, it's fun. Alex hands me over the four grand from today. As today it's only Sean here with me from my team, he gets one grand and I keep three.

"Hey, why do you get to keep so much?", he complains. "Today we wouldn't have to share with the others."

"Well you pick the car up for me in between, right? And sometimes prepare everything. But I pay everything for the car, all the costs are on me. Besides I'm the one doing the race, right? I pay to be in the race, so it's my risk of losing money too."

"Ha, when was the last time you lost?"

I shush him, because not every newbie needs to know. Let them think they have a chance. I'm crowded by a lot of guys, a lot of them calling out some perv things. Well let them, it's them going home with blue balls and I don't give a shit about it.

Angry eyes meet mine, well too bad for him I'm just as angry. He's simply got to learn, I'm my own boss and I won't put up with this dick attitude of his. Even if he says the same about me.

"I'm off for a ride with Eric", Sean interrupts our staring contest. "So no need to wait for me", he chirps happily, making me chuckle.

"Fine enjoy the ride or whatever", ok I'd rather not think about the things my best friend might be doing.

As soon as I see that stupid asshole Brad approaching me again, I get into my car. Nope, had enough encounters with him tonight and I'm sure not in the mood for more. Actually my mood has dropped quite badly due to these two stupid dickheads anyway.

From what the others said, those two were torn apart, once the race had started but Dean definitely had the upper hand against Brad.

The only satisfaction I feel right now, is having won the race, the bruise forming on Brad's face and the scowl on Nora's. Yes, that was definitely worthwhile seeing.

What scares me more is the look, which is still on Dean's face. Shit, I think this time I'm in deep trouble. Maybe if I'm fast enough to get away, I can get to the place before him and lock myself up until tomorrow. And before work he won't have much time to get to me.

That's it, I put my gear in, honk the horn a couple of times to make the people go away. Damn I've lost him out of sight and I have no idea where he's parked. I speed on my way home, lacing in and out between the other cars, causing some annoyed reactions.

As soon as I hit the parking lot, I'm glad that Dean's car is nowhere to be seen. Now I simply need to get in fast enough. Entering the elevator and hiting the floor, nothing happens.

"Fuck", I mutter. One thing I hadn't thought about, Dean wanted to hand me the code today but obviously he hasn't. Shit, shit, shit.

When Dean approaches the elevator there's a dangerous smirk on his face. He pushes me against the back of the elevator. One hand reaching for the code pad, while the other is stemmed against the wall next to my head.

"Well my little bitch, you weren't quite as clever as you thought tonight, were you? Let me guess you wanted to get back before me, lock yourself in and get away from my wrath?" He pauses and is obviously waiting for a reaction from me. Even without me answering he knows he's right. "Seems like you had forgotten this one little detail, didn't you?", his calm extremely deep voice is nearly creeping me out.

"I told you to stay at home", ah now his voice raises.

"To be precise that's not what you said, more like something I'm not allowed to go to the race."

"And yet you had to disobey me again. You had to go to that fucking race and endanger yourself", his voice clearly getting aggressive, yelling at me in anger.

"I wasn't endangering myself, you saw the race and I did well."

Reaching the apartment, Dean pulls me out and pushes me hard against the wall, to the side of it, caging me in with his arms.

"Yes, even if I had to teach your ex boyfriend a lesson, I saw that god damn race. And fuck seeing you like that, I was really mad but it turned me on as fuck at the same time. Seeing you racing only has my desires for you skyrocketing. I crave you so badly Kiara", he breathes heavy and still angry.

"And by god, these clothes...." his fingers trail down my mostly exposed skin. "These clothes have me going insane just like all those others fuckers out there tonight."

Woop does this mean he wants to start off like Brad? As if he could read my thoughts he adds. "I don't mind you going to the races dressed like this. But not on your own, only when everyone can see you're mine."

"You didn't want to come", I stand my ground.

"Nope, YOU weren't supposed to go. Now what do I do with you? I warned you next time you'll be punished", his voice is husky, his body is pressed hard against mine.

His warning sending sweet sensations through my body, god I'm so weird and fucked up.

"I want you to go in my room, undress and wait there for me. If you're a good girl now, I might not go down quite as hard on you. Is that clear?"

I gulp but nod. "No Kiara, you know what I want and need, to know this is fine with you."

"Yes Sir", I reply and he lets go of me.

For once I do as I'm told, I head directly to his room get undressed and then do something I've seen in a movie before. I wait on my knees, but sure as hell I'm not putting my head down. This might turn me on, but I'm not an actual sub. I might allow him to do kinky stuff with me here, dominate me in bed but only to an extent.

When Dean enters the room, he's only wearing a half opend jeans with some boxers. In his hands I can see rope. Holy shit! His eyes immediately rake up and down my body, approval and lust is written all over his face.

"You only need to kneel, when I want you to suck me off", making clear he doesn't want to go into the full of this either. He sits down on the bed. "Bend over my legs", he demands and to be honest this doesn't shock me. All along he's been saying he feels like doing that with me.

"Kiara you know, why I want to do this, right?", he questions while I'm bending over his lap.

"Yes Sir, because I disobeyed you."

"Right, this is meant as a punishment. But if you're a good girl during punishment, I promise to make it up to you. This is new to both of us. We will have to see how this works for us and what our limits are. I'm going to spank you now first and I need to know if this is ok for you."

"It is, Sir."

"What's your safeword Kar? You can stop me at any point with it, ok?"

"Race, Sir."

He chuckles lightly. "Of course it would be that word. Ok, you're getting six from me now, let's see how you can take it, to start off with."

He rubs his hand slightly over my right ass cheek. A few seconds later his hand comes down the first time. I cry out, but not so much in pain more in anticipation. His hand rubs slightly over the skin where his hand just went down on me.

"Are you ok? Can I go a little harder?", he asks carefully and I like the fact he's testing this in a very careful and respectful way with me.

"Yes Sir."

"Good girl", he praises. His hand now rubbing the other side and with the next spank I yelp slightly. My skin definitely stings this time and yet I can feel my core throbbing in anticipation.

Dean repeats this another two times on each side, each time a little stronger, causing me to scream out a little louder. My ass cheeks are definitely burning now, but god damn I can feel how wet I am.

Am I a freak because it turns me on so much?

"Lie down on your tummy", he demands. He pulls out a lotion from his jeans pocket and spreads some on my stinging cheeks and starts rubbing it in gently, soothing the pain. "Shit, this is probably going to hurt tomorrow during sitting, are you ok?"

The last two smacks were really quite strong and I'm sure it's going to ache tomorrow. "I'm ok Sir."

"Your sexy ass looks even sexier glowing like that", his voice is very deep and I know if I would turn my head I could see the lust written all over his face. His fingers, dip between my legs and a satisfied smirk appears as soon as he feels how wet I already am for him.

"God damn Kiara, you're soaking", he says while adding some slight pressure where I want to feel him so badly. "Turn on to your back", he demands and I do as I'm told.

He takes the rope in his hand. "I'm going to tie your wrists and ankles now to my bed. Are you ok with that?"

Ankles too? For a moment I gulp, but my still throbbing core tells me I want to try it. "Is this still punishment or is this the treat?", I need to reasure myself.

"A bit of both, it's meant for your and my pleasure. I can pleasure you the way that I want, but if you disobey I can also stop that pleasure. So tell me, are you ok with it?"

"Can we just do the wrists this time, Sir?", somehow, I do feel uneasy thinking about my ankles being tied too, at least at the moment.

"It's down to you Kar, you set the limits. We can keep the ankles in mind for the next time."

God, I feel bad for denying him, like this. I mean it's just some rope around the ankles right. He had tied my arms in a different way before and it was ok. Why am I such a coward now? Where he is really going about this in a gentle way. If that makes any sense at all, being gentle and doing this.

Dean hovers over me, his eyes contrary to the anger from beforehand very soft. He's searching something in my eyes. "It's ok to tell me what you don't want. We need to trust each other doing these things. And I need to trust you, to tell me if you're not ok with something." His hands cup my face very soft. Unbelievable they just spanked me quite hard.

"Perhaps the spanking was enough for today. We'll leave the rope."

"No, please tie my wrists, Sir", I really want him to do that, it was exciting to have the hands tied. And somehow, I also want to give him this satisfaction after knowing how I went against his will today. Even if I had every right to.

His eyes go darker again, his jaw clenches slightly and I see the excitement in his eyes. Without another word he lays me in the middle of the bed. His hand takes my left wrist and ties the rope around it, he then leads it to one of the bed posts. He does the same with the other hand and ties it to the opposite bedpost. Pulling me down a little I'm now stretched and Dean takes a moment to look down at me.

"As I'm not allowed to tie your ankles I want you to spread your legs for me." I do. "So fucking hot", he says huskily while staring down at me. "My little bitch, you do things to me.... you totally blow my mind." Watching him licking his full lips, I wish they were on me.

He starts walking around the bed, taking me in from all angles, while his fingers drive along the sensitive skin on my body, causing goosebumps to rise. Tracing the outlines of my curves first. It's hard for me to keep still and I feel the urge to press my thighs together.

It gets worse once he dips his head down and starts licking and sucking my nipples. First one side, then the other. God my body is on fire immediately for him.

His hand slowly glides down my whole body. When he reaches my inner thighs it's impossible for me to keep my legs spread like that, as soon as I do press them together he scolds me.

Taking a deep breath, I fight my cowardness. "Tigh them down, Dean."

Surprised he looks up at me, he doesn't scold me for using his name. But then he shakes his head. "You aren't really prepared for it Kar and I don't want you to feel bad after this. I'm going to earn your trust and once you're really prepared, we can try it. But I might just hold your legs down for the start, how about that?"

"Yes Sir."

His head dips down again. He starts kissing and nibbling my hipbone and then lowering, kissing my thighs, sucking gently. I'll probably have tiny hickeys all over my upper thighs. The way his lips move on me are tortures, my core is aching for more and I start squirming underneath him. But Dean holds me tighter, holds me in place.

One hand reaches up to play with my nipples. Fuck this feels so incredible. As soon as his tortures tongue flicks down against my clit, that bundle of nerves, my back arches off from the bed.

His arms move underneath my thighs and he wraps his arms around them, holding on tight, holding me in place and keeping me spread wide for him. He tortures me with his tongue and mouth, sucking hard, licking, flicking his tongue and dipping it deep inside me. Dean is eating me out like never before, he releases one arm from around my thigh and starts pushing two fingers inside me too, slamming them into me just the way I need it.

"Oh fuck", I cry out, while he gently bites my clit at the same time. I'm close, so damn close. But Dean pulls back.

"Not yet, my little bitch. I know you were a good girl during spanking. But you were a bad girl during the day and you've been bad for quite a while. So I think we will drag this out a little."

With disbelief I look down at him, is he fucking serious? Just as I'm about to complain he starts off again. Everytime I'm so damn close to the edge he stops and as amazing as it feels, each time getting intenser, I'm on the brink of crying now aching for release.

"Daddy, please Daddy, make me come. I need it so badly", I beg in desperation.

"Begging isn't exactly behaving Kiara, is it? You should wait for me to give you, what I am prepared to give you. But as I like you begging me, I'll accept it."

Dean moves up to me, starts kissing me fierce and with so much longing I feel like bursting just from his kiss. I taste myself on his tongue which seems fucking hot to me too. His fingers start thrusting into me again and this time he doesn't stop. While his mouth is taking mine completely over, his fingers make me come.

"Fuck Kiara, I love to feel how you come", Dean moans into my mouth.

Only moments later Dean discardes his jeans and boxers. "Feel what you do to me Kiara", he says while pressing his rock-hard dick against me. "You have me going insane and I crave for you every second of the day. I want to fuck you so badly Kiara."

His words send heat waves through my body. Even if I've just come down from my high, I can feel this longing isn't stilled. I need Dean's dick inside of me, I need him to take me to the highs only he has ever made me reach. "Please take me Dean, I'm all yours."

His hands lift my legs over his shoulders and I know he's going to hit the right spots just perfectly like this. While he moves in, he groans loud and his hands dig into my hips. The look on his face tells me how badly he needed to feel me. His eyes flutter while his lips part into an O. "Oh fuck", he moans while pushing in deeper. "God I'll never get enough of you Kar."

"Eyes on me Kar, I want to see how good I fuck you", he demands and I gladly oblige.

Lifting my hips slightly I give him even better access, his thrusts are even deeper. One of his hands starts fondeling my breasts, pinching my nipples every now and then while his kiss deepens strongly. So strong I feel like I'm unable to breathe but don't care as I just want more and more from him.

His hips start slamming harder into me, while I keep pushing against him. Oh my god, my whole body is on edge and needing him so badly. A couple of weeks ago my body didn't even know this feeling.

His kisses trail down my neck until he reaches my nipples and sucks hard, biting slightly down on it and my back arches off the bed again from the amount of pleasure. I can feel the burning pain from the ropes restraining me, but the pain only fuels my pleasure. A restrainment I'll gladly take again.

Dean's hands reach for the ropes and unties me. As soon as he has, he pulls out of me and flips me over.

"Ass up, head down and arch that pretty back of yours", he demands panting.

I do as requested. "Fuck you look so damn hot", Dean groans. He kisses my back while moving back in again. Every inch of my body is set on fire by this man. I lose total control of anything around us. It's only this sensational feeling, burning, longing for him, while he pounds more and more into me, his hands clenching on to my hips.

"Kar", he moans loudly, the way my name falls from his lips, in desperation and pleasure at the same time, is so hot.

My body slams harder backwards against him. Dean's hands grip into my hair pulling my head back, that's it. My body is flooded with so much pleasure, I feel like blacking out any second. Crying out his name loudly, my whole-body quakes from my orgasm and Dean just pounds even harder into me, for dear life. I've never felt so much pleasure and such an intense moment during sex causing tears to stroll down my face.

"Come again for me", he demands. "Come all over my dick", and pinches my nipples again, while his other hand spanks me again, causing me to clench even harder around him. Fuck this feels so good.

Dean is taking me to totally new levels and out of the blue my body is shook up by another orgasm when Dean reaches his orgasm. A wild groan like I've never heard it before, booms through the room as he pumps all his cum he has to give into me.

Seconds later Dean breaks heavy panting down next to me. "Fuck, what are you doing to me Kar?", he says, while his arm covers his face.

This time he doesn't pull me into his arms. Instead once he's back to breath, he wordlessly gets up and disappears in his bathroom. Moments later I hear the water from the shower running. Is he still mad?

In this moment I feel so vulnerable and hurt by his behaviour right now. He's never behaved like this after sex, he's always kissed and cuddled me. Even at the beginning when I still thought this might only be sex.

I mean I kinda knew all through the one and a half weeks there was more than just sex between us. But tonight I realized I'm falling for him, and not just a bit. Damn I'm falling for him really hard. And him leaving me behind like this, without a word, without a kiss or anything after what we just did, after this intense moment hurts. Maybe he's regreting it already.

Instead of waiting for an awkward moment once he gets out of the shower, I decide to head across to my room to pee and take a shower myself. So I hurry across, close the door behind me. In the shower I cry silently, not knowing what the hell went wrong tonight. How am I to deal with these deep growing feelings, if he obviously doesn't feel the same.

For him I'm probably just a new adventure to desires he can finally live to the full.

I know I should still eat decently tonight too, but right now I just feel like curling up in bed and blend out the rest of the world.

A/N: Well this was a little more kinky, like I've said before these two will never go to extremes. But you get a rough idea of their desires now.

Rage definitely gets Dean turned on, when it comes down Kiara lol.

Kiara's hurt and realizing how deep she's falling.

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