tw ; throwing up, mentions of eating disorders

so last night, i got really sick out of nowhere and started throwing up (that's why i wasn't on at all)

my mom came into my room today and started asking me if i was making myself throw up on purpose. i promised her over and over again that i didn't (which is true), but i dont think she believes me.

im worried that she thinks i have an eating disorder, which i don't. i understand why she might think that, since i do have self destructive tendencies, but ive never done that before. i dont want her to be worried that i'm struggling from something when im actually not