-Hook ~ Techy-

Im losing control of my depression. Struggling to get a handle on the situation
Feeling the determination slipping. Like the blood from my arms.
My depression is crippling. Just like my mind's failing
Half the shit I've seen would drive anyone insane.
Make their lose control of their brain. Cause they can't handle the pain
They just use us for their own personal gain
Yet we're the ones to blame. Saying we should be full of shame
Yet we ain't leaving this game

-Verse 1 ~ Techy-

Yea I'm scared to slash my own neck in
But I'll never give in to my depression
It's only possessed me with brutal aggression.
I've had too many mental restrictions.
Which caused physical convictions of leaving people in crictal conditions
Making families make their final wishes
As their sons go sleeping with the fishes

I'm grew up a fucking screw up. Got into the game, got an ounce and fucking blew up
Yea that's a line off biggie, but it speaks to me cause that's how I started
Using and abusing. Substances are making me losing. But for now I'll keep on crushing the game
Not here for the fame

-Hook ~ Techy-

Im losing control of my depression. Struggling to get a handle on the situation
Feeling the determination slipping. Like the blood from my arms.
My depression is crippling. Just like my mind's failing
Half the shit I've seen would drive anyone insane.
Make their lose control of their brain. Cause they can't handle the pain
They just use us for their own personal gain
Yet we're the ones to blame. Saying we should be full of shame
Yet we ain't leaving this game

-Verse 2 ~ HiddenRiot-

Everytime I close my eyes all what comes to my thought is my depression
It's like a monster that comes at night giving me a sick obsession
An obsession of seeing blood, so I cut myself but never mention
The burned cigarettes around me, they're all I got to ease my tension
Don't know how all of this started or what the hell I'm missin'
Never received any respect yet that's the only thing I'm giving
Somehow feeling guilty whenever I fight with anyone or diss 'em
And my past wasn't any better, I can't stop reminiscing
All the shit I've been through. I wanna make it better but never did it
My life's a mess and it's only getting worse like wait a minute
Gimme a break, let me remember my mistake and fix it
Might be able to be normal again, I never chose to be different
But here I stand and all I can do is fight, let's see if I'll make it
Everyone's only watching every step I take like they're frozen in their places
Life's like a storm to me but no one cares, they're like let's see if she'll take it
Breaking from the inside out and no one will probably notice if one day I'm faded
But I'd rather be that way than be like everyone else, they're all the same and
I think I get on their nerves everytime they see me racing
But if you don't wanna see me defeating ya do something about it
Can't just stand there and watch me as I'm breaking
'Cause that only makes me stronger, from now on you'll never see me drowning
So don't you dare call my name when you see yourself fading
Ain't gonna fall for your games again, I'm gonna win this. Yeah watch me get the crown, damn.

-Hook ~ Techy-

Im losing control of my depression. Struggling to get a handle on the situation
Feeling the determination slipping. Like the blood from my arms.
My depression is crippling. Just like my mind's failing
Half the shit I've seen would drive anyone insane.
Make their lose control of their brain. Cause they can't handle the pain
They just use us for their own personal gain
Yet we're the ones to blame. Saying we should be full of shame
Yet we ain't leaving this game

-Outro ~ Techy-

The human emotions are unstable
Only takes one wrong move and they're done.

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Before I end this little update I wanna give a quick shoutout to techyeve
Make sure to check him out he's dope 😜