-Verse 1-

"Don't you dare break down now, not today."
That's what my demons say, every single day
These voices yell inside my head, wanting me to fade
They won't go away
Until dug my own grave
But I don't wanna give up today
I don't want you to see me this way
My demons are winning
I keep sinning
But you've always seen me as the good kid
I don't wanna ruin this
But I don't wanna hide it
Yet I'm doing my best to stay quiet
I wanna talk about it
But when I get the chance to I'm silent
I don't wanna give a shit about my emotions
I don't wanna remind myself of how I'm broken
But that's a problem I don't wanna talk about, don't wanna solve it.
My life's gotten tough now (more than ever)
But I've become numb now (more than ever)
I'm stuck in this prison called anxiety, I wish I could break out
Mind's playing tricks on me, but I don't wanna play now
Feel like I'm not alone here, ain't got time for those games now
The only thing I think about is how I'm gonna break out
'Cause there's no one to help me do it, I'm all by myself now
My life depends on my choices so I got no time to break down

-Hook-

Standing behind those bars, I wish I could break em
I Feel like I can't escape, yet I fake it
Hoping that one day I'll make it
But how the fuck can I keep my head up when I'm slowly fading
I guess I was never meant to fight on my own in this prison.

-Verse 2-

Yo everytime I try to talk I avoid talkin' about myself
Everytime someone talks to me I do my best to act like I don't need help
I don't want anyone to know this but I wanna get well
But I don't wanna disappoint you, I don't wanna talk about all this pain I've always felt
All those secrets I've kept
And these voices in my head
They're making me go crazy, but I'm okay I guess
Maybe I'll be able to survive, even if my mind's a mess
But for some reason I can't escape this prison even if I did my best
For some reason this is my fate, I can't live like the rest
No matter what I do I'll never be perfect
And the more I open up the less respect that I get
I don't wanna lose my pride so I stay and pretend
That I ain't got any issues but they'll never comprehend
What it's like to be different
I'm surrounded by fake people and friends
I feel like everyone's trying to fool me, talking about this doesn't make sense
And I don't wanna stay in this cell, no matter how much I attempt
I need to get out, I can't just stay here and vent
Gotta make a move before the voices get the best of me, gotta silence them.

-Hook-

Standing behind those bars, I wish I could break em
I Feel like I can't escape, yet I fake it
Hoping that one day I'll make it
But how the fuck can I keep my head up when I'm slowly fading
I guess I was never meant to fight on my own in this prison.

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Wanted to write more than this but I'm out of ideas. Hope y'all like it anyways~