I always think that I have a toxic relationship with you. I am always hurt by your words. You blame things on me that are not even my fault. You make me think that I don't deserve the things I get, that everyone favors me. You don't see my tears, my pain, the things that I have went through. You are always jealous of me. I have tried thinking that it's all in my head but maybe it's not. Maybe it's just in my mind. Maybe it's just a phase. Will you ever change? I'm tired and tired of forgiving you for everything. Why does my name comes everywhere.